PINXIU'S LIFE. ;D

2009-11-19T02:45:00.003+08:00

i promise i shall update my blog when i get hold of ALL the prom night photos .
apologise for the outdated posts since more than 1 month ago .

soon alright .

you know u love waiting .

and also . ermm . continue viewing alright .
i shall be active real soon .

been busy with olevels and stuff . (:

drinking at 964 jurong .

2009-10-03T00:51:00.005+08:00

hello . i really wonder if there are still humans reading my blog . .
so i checked the counts thingy . hehe . not bad .
got about 3x the humans reading my blog on weekends .

o yeah, i changed my hair parting . initially all hair towards the left, now its all towards the right . might look weird in the pictures below .
but definitely looks fine now after my hair adapted to it . (:

sorry, for the unglam - ness . lol .

went drinking with some human beings last week .
wanted to blog but always forget . ):
went with the same people who went prawning last week .
daddy came from tampines to bukit panjang to fetch me .
then travel to jurong . met up with cuties !

ke ai ting ting .
hard to get a chance to see her again . ):

er . i drink with straw . its really very fun .
drink from the surface . haha !

i like this picture quite abit .

hehe . had quite alot of fun .
and er . there is a yellow printing cockroach in the toilet .
lol .

err .. olevels in 3weeks time .
seriously, lol .
have not started revising yet .
so dammm lazy .
shit man .

been watching gossip girls since there is no more true blood for me to watch .
pretty nice show .

pot calling the kettle back !
saw that alot of times in that show .

olevels olevels !!
whenever i online, now, i see 30% less people online compared to usual .

thats because olevels is coming .
but why m i still online ?
i dont know . haiz .

shit man . shit .
please please . really hope i will buck up .
this is my future im playing with in 3weeks time .

fuck you pin xiu . you should jump into the volcano .
which produces sulpfur dioxide and nitrogen oxides naturally .

xoxo,

prawning . lakeside

2009-09-21T22:45:00.002+08:00

hi cuties . usually i would only update the most 2 times a month ..
however, im updating today thanks to the fun i had on sunday night .
and if i dont update now .. i might not have a chance again so soon .
dont think i will have the strength to online when school starts .

went prawning at lakeside area !

definiately made possible by ppl below . (:

ermm . mr nice smelling guy .
only photos taken with him is fine .
the rest all like shit .
the size is small and blur .
fucking irritated by it .

he sure do smell nice .

love it .
although he might be rough sometimes . wahahaha .

and now all the unclear photos .

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yeah of course . everything is made possible by daddy . :D

finally went his office and stuff . nice job he is doing with his work . hahs .
really very happy to see him again ..
always had fun drinking or whatever whenever im with him .
very relaxing . esp during this period, he sure did helped alot .
love ya daddy . (:

prawn prawn .

i caught quite alot ok . around 7 to 9 .
they are so dam disgusting .. smelly and stuff .
but sure was fun . waiting for them to be hooked .

ermm . auntie si pi . for ever asking for si pi to be returned .

ok la . sister cutie . haha .

super friendly and nice guy . (:
daddy's bro .

some others of his friends went also la ..
but dont know them . thus leading to shyness .

alright . had fun driving with daddy here and there .
always love sitting in his car . nv fail to calm me down from the stress im having .
had an enjoyable night/morning . (:

alright . 1 more month to my o levels .
scared . esp with poa once again . god .
fuck the teacher .

true blood .

2009-09-15T00:02:00.008+08:00

hi . have not been updating due to my exams . Elm
still, im gonna intro all of you . 1 show which will make u addict, like hell .

fellowship of light my dears .
Trueblood .

he is bill, aka william compton . he is a vampire .
super cool .

look, this picture fits into my blog so perfectly !

its a vampire show .
should be M18 or R21 i guess .
super nice .
watched finish 1 season of it within 5days .
was watching it until 7am for quite some days .
also, nice sex sences they have . :D

very nice . it shows how the vampire and human co exist, and trying to kill each other .
also, other beings which has been living on earth like mind readers, shape shifters .

its super real . as in i can really imagine it really exist .
the charm of the show . (:

Trueblood . watch it .
ya la . and because of this show . i nv really study for my prelims .
lols .

alright . lets talk about my exam .
damm fuckening . somemore its prelims already .
cant believe my capability is so low .

however . too bad . shall work hard after my prelims .
esp for maths . for poa is totally gone case . unless mirical happens .

sian . really afraid it will be over soon .
everything is happening too fast .
and when it ends, it will be too late .
and i shall die .

really wish im a vampire . so cool .
wont mind burning in the presence of sunlight .
sleeping in the ground shall heal me .

and of course . if getting raped by a vampire can make me vampire too, definiately wont mind .

blood shall thirst me than .

also, i really wonder why my blog song cant be heard through internet explorer ..
firefox works though .

texas !

2009-08-30T23:58:00.005+08:00

life has been consider boring and no - life recently .

in depression state .

been going tuition at republic poly with vivek super often . almost at least 3 times a week .
tuesday, thursday or friday, and sat .

other than that, i can spend hours and hours playing texas poker on facebook .
i will only stop, until i lose everything . sad right .
i find myself pathetic . wasting so much time on it .
super addicted to gambling .
the feeling is good . very good .
when u win .

getting alot of help for maths n my sciences ..
but still not enough because there is no output on my side .
haiz .
got into depression mood partly because of this .

cant let go of a r/s considered childish ?
i m seriously unsure .
it had been about 4month since it ended .
im still trying to let go .
but pathetic you called me childish .
lol .

i dont even know why i still cant let go .
another root of my depression .

the worse matter which caused it is actually myself .
thinking about the situation im in and what im .
even cried on my bed multiple times .
i can just cry n cry n cry for no reason .

its simply impossible to even get near the person i like .
the more i try, the more it backfires and irritates .
now what im gonna do .. is just do it silently ..
it seriously hurts when the reaction tells me it is causing incomfort to that person .
i would blame myself and even to the extend of hating myself ..
why m i so stupid and stuff like that .

i cant help it . i cant choose who i like right ?
haiz . sorry if u feel disgusted .
im really trying not to do anything to you .
sorry .

what should i do ?
i mean . what can i do ?

end of o level shall mark the end of you .
delighted or upset ?
haiz . i feel disgusting .

chinese got A2 ! hehe . (:

2009-08-19T20:44:00.005+08:00

hi people . i sincerely apologise for the lack of updates ..
FIRSTLY .. a good news to 宣布 .. i got A2 for my CHINESE for olevels !
so damm happy but not satisfied . i could have done better .

i remembered vividly that i anyhow complete my paper2 .
i completely didnt understand the passage at all . and i got A2 ?
like so wrong . i was expecting B4 or worse ..
guess its my oral which helped me . got a distinction which is 34++/40 !

more than half my class got distinction . more than half the school i meant .
distinction rate was 53% for the chinese ! wahahahaha .

dam the council of 7 in my class . so fucking noisy, attention seeking, with those stupid glare, show off and so on usually right ?
HAHA . some of them were like crying due to their results .
tears of joy i suppose . happy for them . (:

boo ! anyone who had seen this photo in my phone would laught like hell . lols .
tears of laughter .

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secondly .. my mp3 got confiscated ! like so wtf . that stupid turban .
as i was late for school .. they checked our bags .
for that day .. more than 50 ppl were late . why ? cause that stuuupid turban closed the gate early .

my phone did not get confiscate due to this ! handphone possession pass .

like so fun . if late just off the phone can already .
but they still check the bag ! den confiscate my mp3 .
totally not expected . if not i would have kept it somewhr .

wonder how m i gonna get it back .

lalala . got merz during me home afterwards . so happy . lol !
bad day although getting a ride . my whole lanyard landed into a pool of chilli saunce . so heartpain can . if is some cheap ones would have thrown it away alrdy .
):

haha . she gonna get kick out of school soon .
i shall be laughting if that happens .

anyway .. was viewing a pathetic blog recently .
i wanted to get information from it .
but the english used was simply pathetic .
i couldnt force myself to read it .. thus closed it and almost puke .
only 1 word . pathetic . talked to him before . seemed even more pathetic .
no wonder became of victim of a pilofile . and no wonder that pilofile can find a victim .
because that person have got no brains . pity him . - -

and for goodness sake . im not so free to spread anything .
im mature enough to not do this childish act .
not like that fool . went to ask around '' got anything bad about pin xiu to say ? ''
lame .
also, i have always been doing things explainable to my own conscience .
i dont do things behind ppl's back, rather, i would do it opening & definately infront of that person . u dont offence me . i would definately smile for you 24/7 if you want .

lol . obviously anyone would be helping me . even if got, so stupid tell you meh .
cutie . wake up please . no wonder both of them end up together . same kind .

wahahahahahahaha .

lastly .. hello . thanks for reading . (:
love you guys .
fuck you, fuck me . (:

3 combined into 1 rebonded hair cut away .

2009-08-01T23:55:00.008+08:00

didnt update for 2weeks because of blogger not functioning as im a singnet user .
finally sloved the problem by reading blogger's forum today .
was asking around for solution but didnt work . hahs .

gonna like upload afew photos only .. actually planned to post part by part but lazy .. compounded it into this post . (:

alot of changes occured recently .
after rebonding my hair for 1 week, i cut my fringe away due to threats from multiple teachers in school . its like so lame . my form teacher, level head, n DM said nothing about my hair .. its the extras which made comments instead .
my rebonded hair looked so nice .. i love it so much . but too bad .. it have to be gone .

so nice right .

too bad~ waste my money + time rebonding it .
its gone now ! i shall upload pictures without my precious rebonded hair next time .

and ermm . yeah ! i got a new lanyard from gucci .
friends who had been asking should have known already .
my sister bought it for me from overseas few weeks ago .
with tax refund all those its somehow cheaper . (:

first part of the post about my hair done ! (:

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this is my precious friend terence .
known him for about a year already .
best buddy .
and i loveee the post he gave me in his blog .
this is for you ! (:

we look so sweet right . awwww .
used your precious toshiba lappy to take . - -

canoeing competition coming soon right .
Jiay0u for your training alright ! (:
i wanna go gym with you alsooooooooooooooooooooo .

second update about you ends here . sorry that its so short . ):

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now, for the third update in this post . in school !

during history lesson .
my ****ing history teacher sucks like hell .
we did like more than 5 mock exams but got none back so far . fed up .

this is taken during english lesson .
our english teacher gave use mock prelim oral outside the class one by one .
i did pretty well for it .
but during the real prelim oral which was held on friday 31/7/09, i totally did not do well . due to the teacher who tested me i guess . her hair is super funny .. control my laughter n she spoke so soft when she asked me question for conversation . im definately gonna do better for the real Olevel oral . (:

err . history lesson again . actually took quite alot . but wont wanna upload all as it would be boring . ;D

merlion . :D

one of my best buddies in class !
sitting between us is jing yong which i actually talk alot to him .
but its like talking to myself .. as he doesnt really reply my craps .
o well ! :D

enjoyed myself in class 4B alot .
all my classmates are nice people . but they are abit too smart . ):
im trying to catch up asap .
time is short . i shall work very hard as prelims is in less den a month's time .
after which shall be our Olevel .

i really hope i will not be going RP ..
but with my results now . i guess its inevitable .
if my score is too low .. im not sure if i should continue my poly studies ..
frankly speaking . its easier to get into JC den poly ..
everyone is snatching for good course with good scores .
all the course i want is at least L1R4 less than 13, those hospitality courses .
its gonna be harddd . ):

pin xiu, you must really work alot, alot harder .. only afew more weeks of battle and you should be free . really really do not wanna live with regrets for the rest of my life .. Olevels shall determine your future . haiz .

im like feeling kinda down recently .
simply cant get motivated to study due to alot of distractions .
i must really get into study mode soon .
i have been copying my hmwks n not studying since sec1 ..
i wonder how m i gonna survive this .. haiz .
someone teach me pleaseeeeeeeee . ):

also, regarding the unknown tagger in my blog . -- deleted --
your question regarding me str8 or what had been asked multiple times, in diff forms .
i wonder if its the same person .
but im not gonna remove it as im totally not bothered .
if you are really curious you can come ask me myself . lol . (:

in conclusion, i must really work very very hard for my Olevels this few weeks .
my target for now .
i really hope i can do it ..............
haiz

rebond hair 431

2009-07-17T23:38:00.008+08:00

errr . went to rebond my hair . hahs .
felt doing so out of the blue n decided to get it done asap .
my dearest sister went with me . :D
she stoned there for 2hours with me .
great sister i have . :D
if anything were to happen to her ..
i shall be the first one to do anything for her .
but doubt anything will happen .
wahahahahaha .
she power ok . :D

hmm .. it took about 2hours .
do until very hungry .

ermm . dont know is i pay too less or what .
the auntie like anyhow do de . lols .
cause i argued with the auntie with the pricing before i do the rebonding .
and she seemed kinda unhappy .
because pin xiu won .
i made her rebond the back of my hair also .
my fault i guess .
o.o

i like this photo . haha .

retro .
my father had this hair last time .
saw the photo . shall scan it some other time . (:

around 50 more days to prelims .
i dont even know the content of every subject till now .
laughting at the pathetic state im in .
thinking about it makes me cry without fail .
wanna do something about it .
will you help pin xiu ?

having alot of trouble with my nose hole .
whenever i take a nap it will drop . n will be stuck inside my nose .
have to dig it out . thanks god i did not breath the stick in .
then after that swollen .
then cannot find the hole, as if it closed .
then i had to force it in .
then bleed bleed bleed .
then next day cannot do any expression on my face as it would affect my nose .
only when taking naps . when i sleep at night nothing will happen . lols .
position with my nap n sleep is different i guess .

ermm . played basketball with my dearest class 4B boys during PE .
sick of badminton . ):
whenever anyone bang onto me even if its not hard, they will ask me if im alright.. (:
as in will look at me and feel guilty .. then say, '' sorry sorry u ok anot ? ''
so polite can .
been asked for more then 10times in that single PE lesson .
first time playing with them ..
fun . and they are super nice ppl . love them ! (:
afew more months and we will be going for the hardest challenge yet, Olevels .
they are ready . but m i ?

will be blogging soon about my pangyasea stuffs .
realise that i did not blogg about it before .
its my favourite all time when i was sec1 n 2 .
but now it closed down alrdy . sad .

i wished i had you .
impossible i guess .
you always acted like u didnt know, which hurts .
knowing and admitting and accepting is 3 totally different thing .
you told me . i know it all now .
trying my best to be perfect is not enough .
it will never be enough . for you .

spring carnival

2009-07-08T19:35:00.005+08:00

wanted to blog some days ago but blogger is having some technial problem . lols .
went spring carnival thingy on last sat .
was expecting more than what is there . sad . ):

wore this to school . i wore it not for school but because im having an outing with vivaik afterwards . it had been more than half a year since we went out !

got insulted by my ex band majour . say i wear until too '' kua zhang '' . sacastically .
please la hor . who more kua zhang .
at least im presentable .
look at you . go fish market ar AUNTIE . - -
and the hair .. err like weed .
the teeth .. make it sound nicer . rabbit teeth, or a witch . - -
pathetic . please take a look at yourself if u wanna comment on others .
really disgusting n .. whatever . lols .
alrdy in jc still look so pathetic n gross .
please lo . not that i wanna say u or what .
just to remind you .. keep your comments to yrself n err . maybe go buy a mirror or ask your mum how to make yrself look like a lady rather than a bitch . (:

(:

(:

babooon . hahs .

bought some stuffs from penisula quite fun . ;D
hmm ..
its wk2 of term3 alrdy .
but im still copying hmwks .
feel so useless .
its only afew more weeks to prelims ..
wake up pin xiu ! (:

just took my Olevel chinese oral yesterday .
question was easy but i dont think i did my best .
nervous-ness took it all out of me . haiz .

will blog more often i think .
was dam busy this few weeks .
stay tune . (:

domanchi . shan gri - la .

2009-06-22T17:57:00.002+08:00

err . my 3rd week of school holiday was filled with excitment n also fun .
enjoyed myself alot . (:
but the fun stopped after last wk of swimming, hotel staying, working, ton-ing .
did not really take photos when i go out now adays .
pin xiu changed le . n also his phone camera sucks . - -
some photos are also kept for my own pleasure n not shown here .
some friends might get to see it in my phone when i share with them .
haha !

so yeah . swimming has no photos although its fun like hell . at jurong the sports complex .
but i injured my right knee .
now got the yellow thingy come out . when in contact with water hurts like hell .

worked for some Domanchi show thingy .
pay is less but i need money .
n + i got a free shirt from thr ! (:
can see the earstick on my nose . lol .

ermm . shes from regent sec . ;D

went to stay for fun at this resort in sentosa for 1 night .

had buffet dinner n breakfast thr . haha .

look at my arm . lols .

the hotel rooms look something like that . so damm cool .

blur .

haha .

she reborned her hair n i had my hair cut .
behind looks like a V . i like it . haha .

recently damm addicted to texas on facebook .
i can play it the whole night .
so fun .
ok la . im naturally a gambler . the excitement . omg .
had a new wish .
to visit the casino all over the world . (:

oya .. my chinese O levels sucks .
alrdy can guess i had to take it again . sian .
i really wanna improve on my maths ! i love mr chong . (:

i love poa too but our teacher just sucks ..
wanted to drop poa becos of that fucktard but cant drop anymore . ):

1 more wk n school is gonna start .
too much fun last wk makes this wk boring .
super boring .
hate life . wished for that someone to come back to me . brighten my life again .
but er . seemed to be avoided n ignored by that someone .

so sick of my blog song .
just realised that my posts are getting lesser n lesser .
no mood blog . forgive me my dears . (:

alot ppl say i look like the Kim Bum from F4 Boys Over Flowers .
actually ok la . abit .

hate my current life .
wanna change it . but how ?

lone n darkness covers me .
pity me someone . n come rescue me .
i shall be yours .

daddy tony house ! jurong . nose stick .

2009-06-10T19:35:00.006+08:00

gonna be quite a long post . =x
haha .. had fun this few days ..
but attending classes n stuff like that r boring . ):
im wearing a black earstick on my nose for pictures taken below . (:

R J RJ . (:

xiaoboy . (:
went out n decided to meet daddy also,
as it been quite awhile .
then went his house ..

my sister fellowed too . as she was bored . haha !

both of us wearing black earstick on our nose . (:

she look like fairy .. lol .

can see the earstick on my nose ? =x

haha .

daddy busy working . =x

so touching lo .. got my picture display in his room . (:
also saw the heart shape bearbear i bought for his birthday ..
its on the wall !
happy . ;D
love u daddy . haha .

err .. after that i was bored . so played webcam with sebas . =x

every picture is like this . but i cut it . n turned like ..

this ! haha . sexy . ;D

1, 2, 3 !

cute ahbeng . :D

blur .

fun night !
left the house n went to taman jurong lan .
pei my sis go find her friends thr .
but they all not thr, only alvin is thr . talked to him abit too .
after that went to eat .
den weijie they all came to find her .
they smoked awhile den left le .
daddy send us home abt 3++am ?
bathe le den went to bed around 5am . tired .

cut out some photo from the webcam thingy . got 2 nice ones .

can see the stick on my nose ? haha !

first time take pictures which r able to see my nose piercing .. haha . fun .

long post ! chuan n aaron

2009-06-03T18:40:00.006+08:00

was randomly viewing my photos .
decided to blog since i have not post for quite a long period .
thus, its gonna be a very long post with lots of photos !
but at the end of this post, do notice some coloured words .

i like this photo alot sia .
jolynn like so cute . haha .

took this exactly 1month ago . 03may09 . chuan . (:

watched the x-men origins . aaron . (:

im super jealous of them .. hahs .
they got something which i can nv ever have ..

03may09.. this was the day which nightmare started . hahs .
truth revealed itself ..

still lie me say what u r his brother all those shit .
lol . slut .
omg . talking abt it makes my blood boils .
haha . getting confused right ?
so i shall stop . (:

daddy birthday that day . ;D

haha . (:

ermm . my section leader . ;D

my classmate . this photo was taken with my phone .
the rest on top was with her phone .
no diff right ?
mine 3.2 mp n hers is 8.0mp !

for mine 1 photo is less den 1MB .
jolynn de phone 1 photo is around 3MB !
incredible right . haha . lol .

cat cat . i took this .
so cute right . love this photo like hell .
Meow ~

suddenly saw this photo too .. haha .
wondering how has he been doing recently .
alrdy advised him to transfer sch himself le .
everytime in band or school also kena picked . ):

thought of the time i spent when i was in band .
turned so black but happy .
missed it . esp the SYF period ..
haiz . but its impossible to get that feelings back again .
the feeling when we marched out .. boom !
lol .

It kinda hurts.
Here i am at home alone thinking about this thing,
I can imagine the things you will be telling to the new guy, slut .
Same things you said with me.
I really hope they are meant for me. Only.

The memory of us washed with the waves
The small meaningless love moment lost in time
The one thing we had we thought would never be lost
I thought you wouldn't let me fade away
I was wrong

Sometimes I feel you’re not deserving my love
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away

positive thinking abt DL n bin . (: nice photo. green tea

2009-05-17T01:36:00.004+08:00

i love my w705 alot after using it for almost 1month . (:
the screen is very big n crystal clear . just that it is abit dark .
haha .

sorted feelings out this few days .
thought of things i want in life n love .

really thanks alot for ppl who came to talked to me after reading my blog ..
called, sms, msn, or just seeing me around n asked me how m i .
i didnt know that so many ppl still reads my blog, despite me not updating n had not been online for a very long period . at least now i know who really cares .

many ppl said the same thing over n over again to me ..
'' dont make yrself suffer becos u love yrself . ''
'' dont give up the whole forest just becos of one tree . ''
'' you deserve someone better . just give it to him . ''
'' just sit back n watch . it wont last . ''
'' we cannot understand matters of heart . but once it change, thr is nothing u can do . ''

yeah . it all makes sense .
so i decided to just let it go .
alot of ppl also told me abt what they know abt him .
had been hearing n linking everything together .
in the end, it all leads to 1 conclusion, 1 answer, 1 discovery .
n i laughted . found it funny of cos .

1 word came to mind .
STUPID . haha .

u want it ? i give you lo . (:
now that i realise . i have nothing to lose .
although it was quite hard at the beginning, but now, everything seemed fine .
life goes on n blah blah blahhh ..
sometimes .. i will still think abt it ..
but i cant change the fact . so i had to accept it .
hahaha . plastic . - -

enough about it . lets talk abt .. me !
i had my nose piercing done, successfully the second time .
dont know how long would it last but im happy . (:

my mid-year exam . ermm . i did not take emaths paper2 becos i woke up late due to sleeping until very late , poa paper 1 & 2 n also physics due to having fever . real ok .
and when i went to hall for the last exam i having, chemistry , everyone is like . '' pin xiu ! so long didnt see you . u pon all the exam ? ''
actually . not really . i dropped amaths also .. thus, u all dont really get to see me . n also, i dont take bio . ;D

been listening to sad n old songs every night before i sleep .
makes me feel comfortable .. n not so lonely .

alot of ppl had been asking me to blog about part 2 from my last post .
this shall be my part 2 . (:

15may was my tony daddy's birthday . had steamboat n went punggol park . thr is a very nice Bliss cafe/restaurant which turns into a pub at night . i was the only non smoker thr . even someone younger than me sitting thr smokes ! haha . but still, not my kind of thing .

Happy Birthday Daddy . (:
had so much fun running here n thr looking for a cake shop with roy n sebes .
haha . fun day . i love you daddy . (:

really really appreciate those ppl who had been around me for this few weeks .
im all new once again . thanks . like what alot ppl say . im still young . this kind of thing is seen very often in the circle . although this is my first time coming across this kind of shit, but i roughly can get what it means . (:

breakup wif long. 06may09

2009-05-07T12:30:00.009+08:00

lets say .. what if your worse fear came true ?
how would you react n how would u handle it ?

for me .. i surrendered .

u fall in love with some guy nicked bin .
u met him behind my back when we r still attached together .
your excuse for leaving me is becos of some rubbish like '' our r/s had changed after our 2nd month . u shld know . ''
hello . truth is i didnt know, any shit .
although we had been in some misunderstandings recently ..

but how can that be an excuse to u having '' dates '' with that guy ?

u mean .. just becos we had been in quarrels, u can go get his numb ?
meet up with him behind my back ?
i find it kinda rediculous n crappy .

if something is wrong within us, u shld have came to consult me n slove it somehow .
but yr solution is to find a third party ? express yr liking for him proudly ?
seriously . i felt insulted .
we have not even settled our problem n u could actually go to temasek poly n met him for dinner, happily, yesterday, 6may09 .

last wk, we onli met twice . wed n sun .
on wed .. when u r with me, u actually called him n offered to buy him an iphone leather casing . his name in yr contact is :-D .
i asked u who was that . u lied to me saying its yr friend .
i made myself believe it . trust it .
but still, i could felt something was wrong .

on last sun, u msged that :-D again n he called too .
i asked u again who is that . u said it was yr brother .
but actually . u lied again .
i took the numb, n kept calling that numb ..
n in the end, he answered, shouted at me n said a diff identity .
both of u planned it alrdy .
i took down the numb .. n found out to be bin on this tuesday 05may09 .
i was disappointed, scared, stanned, speechless, lost .

we have not even settled our dispute n u still went to meet him happily yesterday .
did u even care how i feel after finding out the truth ?
no, u dont . u only requested me not to go disturb Mr third party .
i felt anger at that moment .
'' hello ? im like the victim here now n u, who claims that u love me, dont even care n only wanted me not to go approach that bin . ''
yeah. i know whats yr reason for saying that ..
u dont wanna me to spoil yr plan . hahs .

so on 06may09, u msged me in sch n asked for a break up .
i was like . wow . shocked .
n at night, met u at tantric n talked .

everybody talked to me before i met u . n what they could say is,
matter of the heart of someone can nv be understand .
once it changes, we cant stop it . there is no way we could do anything abt it .
what u can do, is just accept it n move on .
yeah . i cried alot last night n my eyes still hurts .
sleepless night last night, thus, too tired to go sch .

told my mum n she understand it n allowed me to stay home n rest .
great mum i have . (:

dearDear
永遠永遠手牽手
一步兩步一起走
永遠永遠要記得
我們要一起生活

不管晴天的時候
不管下雨的時候
不放開手到永久
我們要一起生活
I Love U...

haha . bullshit . that was meant for me at first ..
but now . for yr MrBin .
there is always such thing as karma in life ..
everyone told me to just wait n watch .
yeah . there is anger within me which can only be cooled maybe aft i see u suffer .
no matter what story u r telling others how u end up liking bin, ppl have eyes to see .
just becos we quarreled n u end up with some other guy ? omg . interesting .

i blogged this not to pick on anyone, but just expressing how i felt this few days ..
n lastly.. thank you tony daddy, roy, imran n others whom i really appreciate alot in helping me to slove this problem .. esp tony daddy, for staying by my side during this time .. n also, my great mum .

yeah .. tagbox in yr blog is removed to avoid me spamming it .
hello ? im not as childish as u .
yeah .. its not yr choice to step into triangles ..
it takes 2 hands to clap .
not yr choice , den whose ?
http://binblock.blogspot.com
yeah .. true love nv dies .

ppl have eyes to see what is yr motive .
so ermm . ya .
writing so much doesnt help . ;D

love is unpredictable ..
but guilt shall be felt forever . if u r still human .

tony daddy meet up dinner .. sebas . (:

2009-05-04T16:35:00.006+08:00

last sat 2/5/09 ..

bought w705 ! camera not very good but i loveee the phone .
after buying the phone, series of unhappiness happened ..
if i know after buying the phone so much things will happen, i rather not have it .

met up with tony daddy for dinner becos very long time no have dinner with him le . haha . aft he fetch me from jurong he tell me he fetching this cute guy also .. (:

but before that, went JP with alvin n den the lan . i slept thr . ;D
thanks alvin . haha .

went to have butter pork n claypot chicken soup .. its was like wow . unique . butter pork u kno . i didnt even kno such thing exit until daddy say he wanna bring us somewhr to have unique food . haha .

he have figner piercing u kno ! so cool n scary la . haha .
found out some dark secrets abt my younger sister from him cos he know her too . but den i consulted my younger sister n she said another story which is like totally opposite .. whatever . :D dont know who is lying though . haha !

i told tony that he is so cute .. n when i go toilet, he told tony that im very cute also ! . so cute of us lar . haha .

went maxwell den punggol park .
thanks daddy for meeting up . :D
had such a fun time becos i was feeling veryyy down due to someone .
love his music in his car . so memorable .. the '' bom bom bom '' loud music n his car. dangerous driving . he almost had a fight with a taxi driver . he seemed so lost aft that incident also .. frightened by him . haha . hope nothing happens .

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wait wait wait n wait .. in the end what were u doing ?
gone to changi eat steamboat . hahs . i alrdy told u im waiting . but u dont seemed to care . u only tot i wanna quarrel .

went for movie with chuan n arron n long . x man origin, on sunday .. story line simple but exciting actions . aft the movie, discovered a tragic lie . once u lie, more lies will be told to cover the original lie ..
i finally understood wat it meant ..
all the lies doesnt even link if u think abt it . it just doesnt link .
becos its a lie . hahs . foolish me to even tink that im just thinking too much ..

why must u lie ? of everyone why you ?
disappointed .. sad .. angry .. felt stupid .. stress ..
i couldnt even breath in the train .. brain just stanned .
do u even kno how much i trust u ? felt so lost ..
becos u changed . n u dont even feel guilty that im in this state .
hahs . foever . nothing is yr fault . everything is mine.
stop convincing me to end it .. becos i wont .

will update abt sunday nex time i post ..
only ppl present saw everything . n also .. thanks for helping ..
no mood to continue this post .
long post ya ?
after not blogging for so long ..
so so so long . hahs .

plus pool table

2009-04-23T18:24:00.003+08:00

it had been some time .

downtown east vivaik birthday 270309

2009-03-29T21:12:00.007+08:00

went downtown for vivaik n vanee's birthday chalet on friday 270309 ..
very very fun ..
thanks vivaik n vanee . (:

went to the beach with huitian n shah .
wished vivaik could follow but he cant leave the place .. aww .
after that went to eat the food his brother n one more ncc guy bbq de food . super nice . the food is cooked completely n the chicken wings which his mum marinated is superb too . haha .

photos below .

take 1

take 2

super cute friend of mine .

another super cute friend of mine .

they say i look so different in photo taking .. agreed .

cute us .

4th year friends .

weird post .

she came right aft her dance .. must be tired .

the bbq was not very well planned .
we will have food for u next time . (:
this bbq was quite rushing n last min ..
but we still had fun . our own way .

felt very calming when sitting down by the sea .
thought of alot of things which happened recently .
but did not felt stress abt it . in fact, i wanna face it .
wished this feeling last forever .
but its impossible . i wanna have such outing with them again . ):

different class from them . had been a very long time since we hang out tgt .
appreciate this outing alot alot . super alot . haha .
thanks ! (:

going for campus superstar thingy tmr .
got fei lun hai ! (:
wahahahahahahah . (:

shoes

2009-03-08T17:31:00.005+08:00

hello cuties .
i got back my CT1 results n its not really what i expected .
i did not study n i managed to pass !
but overall .
i did kinda badly la . haha .

i regret not studying .
confirm kana parents meeting session for alot of subjects . o well .

i hate how my cute little sch organise things for us .
they always think its for our own good but i doubt so .

bought shoes from zara !
long wanted to buy shoes but nothing attracts me .

stupid angle i know . haha .

im happy . (:
with everything i have n had .
today is a sunday ..
last day of weekend yeah .
tmr need to go sch again . spoils my mood but den .
last year alrdy ! haha .
hope the sch doesnt force us until we die before our Os .

valentine bears

2009-02-26T18:40:00.006+08:00

i had quite a great valentine this year .

did not go sch today as i was sick !
missed my maths CT1 .. o well . ;D

CT1 is a struggler.. i stoppped studying since sec3 .
im the last in class for almost everything .
teachers had been trying to help me so hard .
my classmates r all so smart as its a pure science class..
n we got into that class becos of our level ranking for sec2 .
my position was 38/200 .
haha .
i dont wanna be in that class.. its reali soo stressful esp for maths .
n im lagging behind..
taking Os this year is totally unprepared for me .
i shall try my best . (:
i cant change my attitude of not studying overnight right . haha .
i shall try .

the phone i wanted for very long came out this week i think . W705
gonna get it ASAP !

anyway . new songs added here, i love it like soo damm much . omy . (:

dental

2009-02-11T19:06:00.002+08:00

went dental at Zhenghua sec today becos my sch dont have the van .
pulled out 2 teeth at the same time .. pain pain . got blood !

wonder why i have photos of me thr ? haha .
the dentist was like laughting . but o well . no harm anyway .
been wanting those teeth to be gone like so long ago .

some overdue photos .

some overdue photos .

i want a new phone so badly !
saw W705 .. coming out soon . so nice !
my friend using G705 n its super nice !

sch life is kinda fine now . adapted .
but still i dont really study alot, thus, lagging behind the others ..
CT1 is like next next wk ? haha .
shall revise soon !

n for those ppl who tag my blog naughty stuff, i sincerely curse yr whole family die in a tragic way .

(:

no picture post

2009-02-08T12:50:00.004+08:00

long time no post .
sch started very long alrdy ..
n common test is coming up soon .
i dropped the subjects i wanted to n im happy with it . (:

watched alot of movies recently ..
red cliff 2 n the curious case of benjamin button, which is by brad pitt have to tahan alot not to go toilet becos the show is very long .. but its not very boring n its nice ! bride wars is not bad too .

didnt really blog recently as i dont really online alrdy .
too tired to even on the computer .

this is for mrchaoahgua who tagged my blog today early in the moring .
i really dont understand why ppl like u have so much time to go around ppl's blog n tag rubbish using the name chaoahgua n so on .. u dont really have to insult yrself .
if u say that i stare u den why not stare me back ? if not happy can just tell me straight to my face . dont have to do things online behind yr computer like a coward .
if doing this makes u happy den u r seriously sick .
i had thus deleted the tag as i find it childish n nonsense .
i have yr IP address la toot .
childish . why cant ppl like u grow up ?
dont keep yrself at home la .
go out n excercise yr dick .
if thr is anyone willingly to do it for u .
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha .

toilet photos

2009-01-23T16:59:00.003+08:00

sch has been rather boring .
my hair grow longer alrdy ! just nice for CNY . (:
the most happy thing i ever done this month is ..
i drop my amaths n from pure phy n pure chem to combine phy/chem !
so happy can .
like my worries all gone ..
but if i can choose another subj to drop ..
i will choose POA ! its impossible however . haha .

below r afew photos taken in toilet .. by my cute classmate . thanks !

somehow . i dont feel so stressful like last time alrdy . just heck care everyting ..

but how long can the heck care thingy last ? im taking my Os this year !

have to do something quick .. im made to stay bac almost everyday in library until 5pm becos my maths quiz got 0 ..

feel like quitting sch so much la . ogod .

this is my new friendster display pict !

had been a very very long time ever since i update my friendster or blog .
been lazy n tired everyday .
dont use computer offen too .

CNY is like coming too soon .
i heaven even bought my clothes n stuffs yet .
today n tmr enough time to buy ?
think so . haha .

the sch band when perform for CNY today ..
suck like hell .
luckily i nv perform . so ps .

no fair . the third winner n first winner for the west spring superstar get to sing today during the chinese new year celebration in sch ! HELLO ? i got second u kno . owell .
everything in this world is unfair .
have to get hold of the chance ourself .
i didnt open my mouth . what to expect ?
i wont wanna sing too . get nothing in return . waste time .
just hope to end sch soon n start work .
(:

roy birthday

2009-01-04T21:52:00.008+08:00

the hand with the twist is not mine . really .

taken from layss blog . (:

had a very fun wkend n wkdays with you before sch starts .
had a neat hair cut . totally cut away my fringe . to prevent troubles in sch .
very tired about everything .
so what if im happy ? everything has to come to an end somehow .
the feel of parting is totally unbearable .
sch started n its like totally scary .
feel like quitting sch .

books not bought yet .
suppose to see principal for dropping amaths stuff but forgot .
hmwks all totally not done .
i hate sch .

tirapong dear !

2008-12-29T19:56:00.010+08:00

holiday is like ending so soon .
i heaven even got my booklist yet . haha .
buying it like soon .

thanks to this photo my blog the top picture is finally complete ! i finally find it complete somehow . each photo's difference is finally not very far .

i like this shirt ! its colourful . suitable for young people i meant .

botak . (:

i miss going plus n maxwell with you whr u will eat yr favourite prawn mee/fishball noodles .

i miss sitting in your car . whr u drive very fast when u reverse .

i miss taking train with you, whr u will bring me bubbletea when im thristy .

something happened n we avoided each other .
i try what i could do to save it . but to no availd .
i did what i think i shld .
its the end i think .
this shall be the last post whr u will appear .
goodbye, my friend .
since i cant get it, i shall forget it .
i still hate you somehow .
i dont kno what to write anymore .

i felt very lonely .
but im happy now i guess .
i feel ..
very fortunate ! (:

this post took me like 5 hours . i dont kno what to write n hesitating whether shld i blog so left it hanging . i dont feel too good abt this post . i have a bad feeling that i will kena something tmr or what . but dont care la . since it is my blog . i blog to make myself happy n not you ! haha .

random cat

2008-12-22T19:07:00.006+08:00

omy . sch is like starting so dam soon .
n i dont even have the booklist !
i dont even know what hmwk i have .
but i rmb its quite alot .
the hoodie nice right . i like the pattern !

thanks to his phone i got afew photos that is good enough for me to make it the top picture for this blog ! haha . crediting u here ok . (:
becos the old picture has been thr for quite some time n finally a suitable wan is here , thrfore im quite happy . (:

this kitten . is in my house for quite afew days alrdy .
its like so cute . wish i could keep it but i dont think its possible .

the top picture, i feel that it is lack of something .
when i know what is it i shall change it n make it perfect .
i think is becos of the second photo . the colouring . haha .

i hope this year de christmas
will be a long wan ..
n not pass so fast until i cant even rmb wat happen .

i hate sch i hate sch ! omy .
im suppose to see MrSeet for dropping amaths stuff during hols but i clear forgotten about it ! omg . sure kena scolding from those tooties in sch .

my hair is dyingggggggg .
just dyed n reborn now need dye black again !

P.S : i only post 1 photo like kinda out of hundreds to choose from . u all dont wanna see rubbish u see on some other blogs right . hahs .

malaysia KL !

2008-12-15T17:02:00.008+08:00

went JB on 04Dec . went to KL from 05Dec to 08Dec .
in JB from 09Dec to 14Dec .

went with my sister n then met my auntie from malaysia .
we reborned our hair !
my hair aft reborn nice right . wahhahahaha .

my favourite shot from the whole trip . (:
lighting was perfect . no editing of course .

KL trip was rather personal .
went to alot houses . met alot of my aunties which i dont really kno them .
they will ask who m i . then say alrdy they will say though last time fat fat wan ? haha .

went to ice skating also ! at Sunway Pyramid Ice .
with quite alot ppl . wanted to take photo but put my phone at locker .
scared later fall n the phone boom . hahs .

the ticket n offer for nex visit thingy .

the ice . very small la the place . in the center of the shopping centre .
fall alot times until scratch my whole right face . so pain .
but ok la . might be the last time i will ever skate .
sg ice skating also gone alrdy . heard someone died thr so close down .

so yeah . KL trip was rather my own fun . nothing to post abt .
back in JB .
my auntie has a noodle shop !
the shop is outside a coffee shop . the place is called 81美食街 .
all the stalls at night are illegal .
went to help out . so fun can .
the ppl thr all very nice .
talked alot n also played with them . haha .
the guy who sells dvd so handsome can ? lol .

my sister n i .

my sister n i again .

me .

me me .

fetch fetch water !

car car .

dvd shop near by 81 .
the shop is just newly open ..
we went thr the night before we came sg .
the guy working thr is so nice n handsome n rich .
he drive a nice black car .
when he drive back home still drive pass 81 n say bye to me ! LOL .
too bad i cant play with him the nex day . sian .

as it is newly open shop .. illegal wan .
got alot of dvd covers ! i ask him can take anot he say take take .
haha ! so i took quite alot .

o ya . my auntie has a dog call bibi .
he is dam cute but fierce . will bite anyting so have to tie it up outside .
but when u wan sayang it of course it allows . haha .
can see the cock ? LOL .

malaysia guys r like so much better den the guys here !
n the girls thr are sooo er . nerd ? haha .
pri sch kids must cut mushroom head .. thats why ba .

tissue my auntie will say tisu tisu ! LOL .

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removed some things that is actually here . kena threatened . lols .

as i said . i ask for patch but u didnt want .
so is none of my concern anymore . i done what i think i should .
no point waiting for you since u dont contact me anymore .
hate you . byes .

P.S : as you can see , i only update less den 5times a month becos it is really very troublesome to blog . from choosing pictures from alot of unglam wants to posting . 1 post takes me roughly 2hours to get it done .

sing kbox boon .

2008-12-04T02:00:00.005+08:00

this post is gonna be quite longggg n quite afew photos . haha !
every post of mine is quite long la . cramp all the things together . (:

sunday night around 11pm take cab down to clmenti central n go sing k !
fun la . sing until 3am until its closing . haha .
membership fees n the drink n the kbox thingy n cab fare altogether around 80++bucks ba . thanks for paying yeahs ! (:

i wanna start my post with this photo first . for fun !

basketball coach ar ? LOL . so fierce .

dont i look sexy that night ? ogod . ;D

everytime see boon like teach basketball in sch so firece rite .
but he is a nice person la . (:

reach home around 5++am . tired .
aft that have to wake up at 11am ..
got 2C chalet thingy !
they went first . so i met dearest shah n go with him . (:

isnt he just cute . omg .

haha .

the chalet nothing much also . went back the same day .
kinda boring . n emoing .
so u all can see i always sit by myself looking at the sky .
LOL .
but overall good feeling la .
see my sec2 classmates again .
why nv invite Ms AudreyAng ! haiz .
oya she not teaching anymore .
n the chalet thingy .
they dont take photo la .
so nothing to post . hahs .

tuesday got the 3B bbq i heard . didnt go cause was tireddddd .
but it doesnt sound interesting .
if i go surely must help alot stuff cause dont think alot guys will go .
wahahahahah . so ya didnt go .

last but not least . afew of my zilian pict .
not edited of cause . perfect as it is . (:

haha .

hahaha .

last but not least ..
this funky photo !
find it special n weird . dont look like me rite . haha

overall ..
enjoyed the kbox night !
so long no sing le .
like kinda open my voice .
i lovee singing 我爱的人 n 你是我的眼 !
like sing till almost cry .

n i dont understand .. why do some ppl like to edit photo until cannot even see their face . or so shiny . haiz . think its kinda wasted lo . as they r quite pretttyyyyyy . haha .

P.S : i going KL from 04Dec at night ! will be back like 1wk later i think .
gonna go alot houses to stay den change n change . haha . will be seeing my relative which i nv see before . hope got surpise ! ;D

lastly ..
i miss u alot wwtz . haiz .
just cant forget u .
dont think will enjoy this trip of mine .
alot of things heaven put down .
haiz .

warrenty phone wisma

2008-11-29T00:28:00.011+08:00

A Love So Beautiful.....
nnabberr
bb
replacedd

ask ppl cure for insomia they say mast liao tired wil slep .
no use leh .
like made me more awake . lols .
horny basturds .
...

post edited again n again on 02Dec08, 3.29am

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very long time no update le .
no mood to update + someting happened . hahs .

today went wisma for phone warrenty thingy .
warrenty ending n also got button spoil .
tired day .

cute indian frend n i .

my hair can see colour so cb clear under the light thr .

tired day . no mood go out actually .
wanna emo at home but warrenty ending so no choice . haiz .
my w580i at thr den nw using k800i lend to me by some kind soul . wahaha .

this is how i went out on monday for some primary sch gathering .

not enough sleep so looked like ghost .
but got ppl say handsome sia . wahaha
i shall not cry for u anymore . (: not worth .

this is a beautiful stray cat around my house .

it tried to climb inside my house n i snapped it .
its really dam cute .
it playes with me . haha .
but now it wont come anymore as some lameass pour water on it . sian .

a sad birthday this year indeed . 12am under my blk .

i dont expect this to happen .
i regret doing it to u .
but its all too late .
i kno u hate me now .
i regret wat i did .
that why i wanted to do amends .
but its all too late nw ..
i really wanna be wif u again ..
haiz .
i had a birthday this year i will rmb for life .
i shall choose to rmb only the best part .
the ugly part i shall forget . hahs .
but its all too late now .. haiz .

long update ya .
got alot alot alot pict wanna post .
but i shall keep it short .
untill i feel better .
i feel like im dying .

tmr will be the first sat ever we shall not meet .
im very scared .
i dont feel like sleeping .
sian .
i really wish to forget u soon .
its really torturing . i cant sleep at all .
i miss u alot .
hope u r reading this n will get bac to me soon . haiz .

im angry n sad becos of u .
but im glad i dont feel guilty .
guilt will be for life .
u understand that far better than me becos of her death .
had the best time of my life with u .
thanks alot, alot . wwL0ves . (:

wish for someone .
that can take me far far away .
from this pain .
it really hurts .
hahs .

broke up wif wei wen .

2008-11-23T16:58:00.019+08:00

i wished u understand me . what m i actually doing .
is it really too late ?
sorry ?
hahs .
misunderstandings ?
regrets ?

im laughting .
at the pathetic state im in now .

post edited .
i think its too childish .
no one will understand .
not even you .

好想好好爱你 ..

carpark survey

2008-11-14T16:28:00.012+08:00

my birthday is next friday 21st nov !
on school openhouse ! lol .
last year also .
need perform for band . ):
but activity aft band will be nice ba . i hope. i wish . (:

random before going out .

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went for some job trail tingy .
the job is totally soooo hard n tiring ..
its almost impossible to meet the target .
but fun day la . (: hehe .
fierce lesbos r the nicest person to ask to do survey !
trust me its sooooo true . only they wil entertain u .

sian laaaaaaaaaaaa . . .
boring holiday .
dying soon .

im like so hornyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy . sian .

what sin have i done to deserve this ?
i have to even BEG u to meet me .
u said ok but in the end still no meet .
false hope ya ?
make me happy awhile den silently kill me .
o god .
im really going mad man .
god . end this pathetic life of mine .

css3 out

2008-11-09T19:05:00.010+08:00

.. can see the hair on the left is abit red ? sun !

..

..

sucky day btw . haiz . fun ride . (:

holiday is so borin .
i need a job !
MONEY ! no money how to go out ?
i want to buy a car ! lol .

seeing the sad n worried face my mum had becos of my sister .
reali made my heart aches .
dam her !

saw some LAME blogs .
one is when the blogger scold the reader regardless of who FUCKER .
its like . hey ! is it reali so fun to use the word fuck ?
kena fuck until cant walk str8 ? eeks .

another one is those '' weird '' blogs .
the side or post of the blog disappear when u scroll down to 1 part .
is it forcin ppl to refresh yr blog so that u can get more views at the number of view thingy at yr blog? or maybe is my internet lousy so cant view ?
i dont know ? lol .
im not trying to comment things bt it juz eeeekks me .

i m despo for funnnnnnnnnnnnnn .!
lets do it man . horny ! ;D

dyied hair !

2008-10-30T17:18:00.005+08:00

dyied my hair red !
bt cant be taken down by any camera .
see it live n u wil kno .
esp under the fuckin bright sun .

can see abit .

abit .

zombie .

i love 林宥嘉 alot !

nice voice . very nice . esp 殘酷月光 .

retain S3 EXPRESS

2008-10-25T13:46:00.009+08:00

Teacher dont wan sign .
Principal dont wan sign .
Parents nv sign . CT2 .

ClassPosition : 39/41
LevelPosition : 201/204
Status : Retained at S3 EXPRESS

not my result slip btw . nv online so long suddenly so many ppl view . lol .
i kep track of my own no. of views . n its juz for me to kno . (:

some wedding dinner gift . so cute . The Regent Hotel .

pls lor .
we r juz gdgdgdgd frends .
ppl alrdy gt stead u lameass stil anyhow say abt her .
ppl gal wil paiseh u kno .
can be more considerate rather den kaypo - in ?
we r juz gd frends since sec 1 .
her stead nv say anyting u al talk so much .
go tink abt it ba . u al kno who u r .
aha .

prime minister performes.

2008-10-13T16:06:00.008+08:00

yst, which is a sunday, performed a show for the Prime Minister. wow.
sadly did not carry any camera if not can take picts wif uniform. haha.
heard from everyone tat our band is actually the '' main '' attractio for the whole visit.
quite true la, the rest onli ppl exercisin. lol.
almost bang on the medias while performin.

gt some photos took last time wif a cute camera.

haha.

hah.

the weather was abt to rain. nice effect lo.

did not have the chance to take photos while performin..
bt took some aft performin while slacking in dance studio! (:

i love my hair.

becos grow long alrdy.

it looks abit brown sometimes under some light.

gonna add colours to my hair during holidays. (:

tired day.
whole bukit panjang noisy with alot events early in the morning.
but fun. (:

tmr is someone birthday.
bt too bad cant see him cos he's away.
sad.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. (:
this year's birthday for u is horrible, totally. u haf to spend it inside. - -
bt i will try to make it the best u haf ever had! soon. (:

yi fan weddin photos.

2008-10-09T17:55:00.011+08:00

below r some photos taken before goin for a wedding dinner.. last wk i tink.
haha.

haha.

beautiful us.

haha.

exams are finally over.
but felt even worse aft exams.
really angry at myself for not studying.
i estimated myself to fail abt 4 subj..
POA, PHYSICS, EMATHS N AMATHS..
im really afraid that i will be retained..
i dont really do hmwks also. then results so bad.
the teachers wont hesitate to retain me i think.

im really scared today.. whole day feeling down n sad.
alone somemore.. someone MIA from me. TOTALLY.
today is like the worse day ever i felt.
wished someone was thr for me..
really wished for it.
how i wish someone was really thr for me..
i feel terrible.

tmr gt band practise from 8.30am to abt 5 or 6pm..
whole day carry drum n march again.
really cant imagine how pain it will be. my hips. stupid carrier.
will really suffer.
at least the pain will not let me miss u so much.
im just a fool missing someone that will not entertain me.
i just feel lonely.
really lonely.
wished someone was thr for me. anyone.

song meanings.

2008-10-04T14:48:00.009+08:00

ducky loves ducky alot .
miss each other too .
hope to see u soon . .

act cute (s).

shy upon a kiss given.

fortunate to have u, always.

yellow ducky appeared orange under purple light.
u dont know how much it means to me.
how many tears it collected every night.
smell it, n u will kno.

haryani birthday,

2008-10-01T23:45:00.005+08:00

went east coast. haha. fun.
gt my children present. (:
12bucks. 30 09 08

duck duck smokin? naughty.

recently smoke alot rite? waste money n kill life. stupid. haha. cold weather.

today went haryani birthday tingy.
quite fun. bt tirin cos not euff slep.
haha.
thanks for organisin it! (:

bag wif ducky.

before game started.

juz started. hes my partner. zebra. my gamin partner!

we won it! ;D hes quite heavy. carried for so long. wats so funny?

ball ball. haha.

tired day. had fun wif ducky.
haha.
POA paper was very tough. confirm fail.
hist tis comin friday bt book still in locker. only gt 1 day to study.
im dead. ):
Jlay0u! (:

fury ducky

2008-09-28T00:53:00.005+08:00

went national library today. very fun. (:

it looks delicious.

eat it.

yst went city hall. waited for 1hr plus n got to hear the F1 cars! (:
but they blocked the whole area. cant get to see it. ):
haha.

seems empty bt alot ppl around me. makes it giddy.

fury ducky sittin on the shoe.
i really love that fury ducky alot.
will brin it everywhr i go.
thrs alot of memories in it.
it means alot to me.
thanks n sorry.
wished u replied my msg when u were having fun.

nex monday social studies n POA!
fucked up.

eoy coming!

2008-09-23T20:40:00.003+08:00

busy class. everyone is studyin, makin use of the time.

this week is the EOY papers alrdy.
today which is tuesday, 3 periods no teacher.
can use the time to study social studies actually.
bt i juz dazed in class waitin for time to pass.
everyone is workin hard, almost everybody doin physics?
i don understand wat m i tinkin..
i stil don wanna start.
im dead. haha.
i shall start today n tmr. (:

last sat went east coast bbq.
fun.
quite fun.
haha.

2 drumsticks on a bbq pit onli. of course it taste nice.
thanks for everyting. (:

before meetin the others.

no train home as the service had ended.
no bus from thr to bukit panjang, obviously.
wait till 4++am, plannin to take the first train.
but someone suddenly offered to fetch. wow.
reached home 6++am.
abt the same timin if take first train.
saved some money actually. n its more fun takin car. gt big wind!
lol.

im gonna try work hard for EOY! yeah! (:
MUST TRY!

chinese singin comp 2008

2008-09-13T16:15:00.007+08:00

fucked up. that lousy place dont even have the song i practise so hard til its perfect.
last min at the venue change song. i don even know the lyrics.
dont know why. choose a song i nv even sing before.
but it juz came to my mind.
serious pitching prob at 2 parts as i nv practise the song at all.
results not bad but not wat i wanted.
sang a song i nv sing before. wat to expect.
removin tis vid soon. put for a short time onli.
for some close frends to see. (:
thanks yizhen for takin the vid n congrats all contestants! (:

* using the earphone to hear it is quite nice. ;D

at nite went to collect the ice cream mooncake tingy at the Swensens opp Takashimaya.

reward. (:

before openin.

dry ice n ice cream.

dinner.

went home n played with the dry ice.

so fun. put hot water n soo much smoke will come out. ;D
wahahahaha.

fun day. so long nv had so much fun n excitment. (:

jia u

2008-09-11T23:04:00.006+08:00

stressful week. really no more voice.
nervous, scared. but with yr support i will go all the way. (:

looks fat. love it.

hah.

taken during sat. whr everyting changed for the better i think. (:

u bought it blank.
n u drew me on it.
full of sincere n love from u.
i will go all the way for this coming sat.
i will practise hard for u.
i shall win someting for u.
wif yr support i wont fail.
u gave me courage to sing.
i shall sing for u.
thanks for everyting. (:

hehe

2008-09-08T07:51:00.013+08:00

LOVED!

won first for band dance comp!

2008-09-05T23:13:00.009+08:00

this whole holidays was like quite fun.
everyday aft sch went for dance practise for the ceremony tingy for band.
n remedial classes in the morning. haha.

today, friday, was the actual day for the hand over ceremony for band.
we had a dance competition between section n PERCUSSION WON FIRST!
we used piece of me for that dance. the prize was some biscuit. but nvm.

some photos aft the whole tingy abt to go home. (:

fifi n me carrying the same bag holding sweets given by FIONA! thanks!

me n shah. cutie. ;D

random

random.

holdin the fashionable box made by FIONA. its reali nice! (:

during the holidays went bac sch for alot of chemistry lessons.
aft it str8 away went ZhengHuaCC wif dearest classmate michael n jolynn to practise dance.
chemistry was total waste of time. lame.

some photos.
alot taken wif shah phone but dont have it becos he didnt send to me! ;D

inside chemistry lab. funny photo.

went somewhr high whr its dangerous n u might drop down anytime to eat cup noodles at ZhengHuaCC! during dance. so dangerous n scary. fun.

random. they were dancin!

end of my 1wk holiday alrdy.
went sch almost everyday n had no proper sleep. eye bags.
oya! n went shah 's house on thurs aft practise! the food was niceeeeeeeee. (:
plannin to stay over den next morning go sch for band tgt. bt nv bring clothes n everyting.. very troublesome so nvm. it was so tempting!
3 more wks to my End Of Year Exams..
im scared.

love me no more.

2008-08-30T14:59:00.003+08:00

love me will you?
or m i not worth it?
did u met someone new?
or have u changed?
i dont understand u?
i really dont know anymore.
i just feel lonely.
without u always.
whr have u gone?

high fever. ):

2008-08-24T18:48:00.004+08:00

tis few wks is like. fever flu fever flu.
reali don kno when wil get better.
haha. bt at lease nw fel so much better.
nv update much becos thrs way too much tings happenin.
my brain is like explodin.
how i wish i can just die. lols.
EOY is like comin alrdy bt i nv go sch for like so many days.
don kno can catch up anot. esp physics n chemistry. its like hell.

brin my mum go see MrSeet at friday. hes not in sch. when i left for band he came bac like 15mins later. o fuck. - - wasted trip.

too many tings happenin tis wk. reali don wanna tok abt it. hahs.

2 random photo taken tis wk wif my sis.

yeah look at my BANGS

lalala. (:

taken durin fri aft band. tat pract was like. super lame.

i reali mean wat i say bt u juz tink tat im simply childish n lame.
im reali tryin my best to understand u.
thoughts had been straightened out.
i kno wat i wan now.
believe me will you?

serious fight wif lww.

2008-08-17T19:04:00.006+08:00

fun fri n sat at +plus.
sang 1 song cai hong, Juz for u.
thanks for pei-in me for fri n sat.
i knew u wont leave me alone wif them. (:
played some photos takin thr. fun.

lookin somewhr.

candid.

tat hot lady 's face expression is same as me. not purposely of course.

i shall seduce u.

someone took soooooo many photos wif my phone lor. n it al appears dam sibei nice. so dam jealous. haix. new hair cut kinda short. bt wil grow bac soooooooooooon! ;D

last maths paper was actually quite well done. bt made a fuckenin careless mistake. its sooo careless until i can reali kill myself for it. 4marks lost juz because i write the 8 like 6! lame.

iloveu. (:

metro

2008-08-14T19:08:00.005+08:00

my sec2 maths teacher called me metro - sexual like 1mth ago.
wow. i didnt kno i was so highly fashionable.
called me take out earsticks n i was like wow? never! m i takin out.

tis week is like wow. my class have 7 class test tis wk tat is gonna be counted in CT3 marks.
bt im taking only like a few.
aft drop amaths everyting gets more fun.
emaths can do physics can do.
at least thrs someting to be happy about.
sick tis few days. heavy flu.

band practise stil sucks as someone is orderin here n thr as if she is incharge. lame.

random pict taken durin 1 band pract. (:

IT lab

wont be able to see u tis few days.
i love you.
i miss u. alot.

chinatown chinese lessons, vivaik

2008-08-10T23:07:00.004+08:00

last wk gt 1 of the band pract vivaik went for it too. its either last wed or fri.

we r not performin so as usual gt noting to do. n decided to slack here n thr. aha.

like so fun.

so lame oso.

pictures. (:

such a fun day we had. so lame can.

den on tis THURSDAY which is on 7AUGUST08 the chinese class went some chinese tingy to view the history about our chinese tingy. so fun. its at chinatown thr.

the route the bus took to go thr is from bugis thr den to chinatown tingy. the route used is like totally the same when we used to walk from bugis aft watchin firework from rehesal of NDP to maxwell thr. its totally the same. down the route obviously reminds me of you. i miss you.

got lots n lots of photos stil taken on wed durin band pract. upload when im bored. (:

national day

2008-08-10T21:52:00.008+08:00

SAT 09AUGUST08 -national day!- (:

fun national day. stayed at home n watch NDP parade through tv. aha.
find their marchin no energy n not very nice.
aft tat slept awhile. woke up n went out.
nv go maxwell at all. str8 away went +plus.
alot ppl inside. tink cos national day. aha!

some photos. (:

outside +plus sittin.

tat lady beside me is hot n nice.

lame.

in papa car. tat horny.

its seriously ok tat we don get to see the firework or wat although its like once a year durin national day. don fel bad ya? at least we stil had fun yst. Jiay0u for yr upcomin exams n everyting! (:

yeah tmr no sch. skip tat stupid pe lesson. someting is seriously wrong wif tat teacher.

alot of test nex wk. i tink.

gt alot of photos taken durin band pract. wil upload soon. like now or tmr.

i m finally droppin amaths! yeah yeah~

drop amaths!

2008-08-08T19:37:00.006+08:00

tis week is a tirin n long week.
wif stupid band pract which i haf to watch
bt fun! went IT labs n on top of the hall to watch. took alot of photos oso!
wil upload when i free.
but stil ya. jealous tat they get to perform.
n i sat down infront wif the china ppl to watch the show! nice nice.

juz got some past photos from dearest vivaik. thanks!

tat time my hair is short! bt nw, grew bac alrdy bt cuttin soon again! aha.

here r 2 pict took durin a thursday. whr the percussionist performed our Drumzout show to the lower sec n some other classes in hall durin assembly.

MrMoMo bought for us drinks so he asked us to perform! (: at the bac of hall

me n fifi. at stairs goin to hall. waitin to perform again at the end of assembly.

now is 2 picts taken on his phone tat time when we ate at Soeul Garden.

don kno wat r we doin. n its blur. hehe.

i don even kno tat tis is taken. so un - glam can.

stil gt alot of photos bt wil upload some other time! so ya. the NDP show for west spring has happily ended n i shall not complain anymore as its over. jealous la.

n im finally droppin amaths! juz ned write a letter to MrSeet n brin my parents along. (:

now watchin the China Olympic show tingy! ITS SIMPLY AMAZIN. its reali reali amazin.

n today is 080808. i reali hope tings ahead of me wil become better. i wish for better life. not so much stress. n maybe more money! psp spoil. so sad n sian la. o shit. ):

i tink i had a ghost encounter 080808 abt 3.30++ am. its reali scary. i reali wished tat u were thr tat time. bt its alright. i reali hope noting wil happen to me ever again.

mac birthday

2008-08-03T17:19:00.010+08:00

its was like O - MYYYYY - GOD.
went the esplanade thr for 3 sat. n yst, finally saw the full show of firework by NDP rehesal!
aha. its reali worth waitin can.

den thrs a singapore art tingy. drink finish yr water den put yr bottle thr. so cool la.

the whole tingy.

u put

i put n somemore ppl wil put later ( or someting else )

den aft tat.. the fire work started! lasted for quite long la.

heart shape.

got female ghost head fly pass

im lickin the light.

after tat went maxwell met some ppl. its mac birthday! tat passerby~
as wat he said. brin ourself can liao. add to the joyous mood. (: so no present was needed.
went don kno wat shop eat steamboat. no comments.
den aft tat went +PLUS. so many ppl can.
sing along wif ppl without mike is nicer i tink. ahas. anyway its onli for u to hear.

o my.

last photo for tis post! its nice! aha. club street

the firework was nice. n its the last rehesal alrdy. the real ting is nex sat!
o god. i cant even like perform for the sch NDP due to some fuckenin n LAME reason.
its simply typically lame can. cant believe it.

n sorry for the black face shown. i don wan it either. ):

band so fun

2008-08-01T22:37:00.006+08:00

today was like. O - MYYYYYYY - GOD.
band practise finally became abit more fun for me.
abit more fun.
2dae was like. gt NDP rehesal again.
as usual. those not performin sit down watch. bt tis time. alot ppl crapped wif me.
n i realise tat even if we were like gone. nobody cares. haha
so mostly of us run here n thr al around. so dam bored la.

my crappin partner for the day! bully her again i slappppp yr head.

at the end. saw them shake here n thr. n everyone is like havin sunburn?
today was hotttt. ;D
saw them sufferin like hell. like SYF period. i was JEALOUS.
aft tis NDP. its like impossible to haf such hard trainin ever.
got mini formation oso. cute sia.
so fun see them march oso. n kep tokin none stop.

hehe. shah. best friend ever. (:

my gemok frend. (: who wil nv get angry. been through so much wif him.

ok. i got the photos which i tok in band practise last time. its reali dam nice. (:
not uploadin nw as maybe i wil kep it. (:

its 7th month. hope noting wil happen.

don kno why. fel like cryin now. reali.
thrs no reason to it. reali no reason.
maybe al the stress n loneliness added up. n became fear.
i don kno why. i fel like havin someting to myself. forever. maybe a person.

sick. ):

2008-07-30T17:21:00.009+08:00

hello humans. today n yst didnt went sch. eyes gt infection. ):

tink cos wait for the firework den kep lookin in the sky or went maxwell see someting i shouldnt see or someone. hehe. lol.

Monday, 28July2008

p.e. run alot den played soccer run here run thr oso. den nw whole body aching. quite fun la actually. esp upon seein someone gettin hit by the ball on tat part. den whole face red. HAHA.
i tink the name starts wif M den ends wif L surname wong. lols.

aft at nite. went out study at lot1 mac. tot gt history test. in the end tat ass toot nv come to sch again. den no test. luckily didnt miss the test! i studied for it for like 3 - 4hrs.. almost kno everyting liao. when test comin den revise abit again can liao.

wear hat. eyes ABIT swollen.

TUESDAY, 29July2008

wake up n discovered tat my eyes was sooo swollen tat it cant reali open. so nv go sch.
n of cos. slep slep slep.
aft tat wake up.. den someone pei me go see doctor.

thanks alot worh! although yr oil like gonna no more u stil fetch me thr.
u muz take gd care of yrself! n up comin test.. al the way bt STILL MUST SLEP.
eat less maggie mee n MUST DRINK MORE WATER.

aft tat did some drawings n writin for fun as im bored.
guess wat. gt off the car. gt 2 guys wanted the sit oso! it was near zheng hua CC udner a blk. we searched for so long n finally found a sit wif table! parked the car at somewhr den i sit down first. den the 2guys was like so disappointed. bt in the end they sat somewhr near us.
THEY WERE SINGING N THE SINGIN WAS FANTASTIC. it was like. wow.
coolin wind den gt ppl sing n it was dam gd.. wif guitar oso. some luck we gt!

got eyesdrop n some medi n a MC from the doct, hence today didnt went sch. ITS A MC CAN? not a letter anymore. wahahahahahahahahaahhaahahahahahhahahaha.

reali thanks for bringin me thr. (:

before goin out. see. the eyes is swollen

sexy me. under some blk. wore specs as eyes swollen. don wan get air infection again.

n today, noting much was slepin til abt 11am. eat medi n food den go bac slep til abt 4pm.
tmr goin sch. sian. heard att my emaths gt 6/30? true anot i don kno. bt should be.

my result like tat rite? SEE MY E-O-Y RESULT THAN U KNO. WAHAHAHAHA.

anyway my psp spoil liao. hehe. nv fix oso nvm. nv use it anyway. its alright. (:

n its gonna be augest soon! omg~ time pass so fast. NDP comin. eeeeee... band sucks. - -
tis is my blog. i say wat i wan. not happy come find me. wahahahahahahahah. band sucks.

P.S : wow? i was like juz informed tat thr is emaths test for 3A n 3B aft sch? fuck sia. why is everyting forever last min i heaven even go through my test leh. nw tell me thr is another test.

cb. life is so stressful. the sch is stressin us like hell. cb. fuck sia.

lala bloodblood

2008-07-27T20:48:00.007+08:00

hello humans. i kinda got over the band tingy tat has been happenin alrdy. thanks to u. (:
so ya. yst.. TOT GOT NDP REHESAL SO WENT BUGIS. PLANNIN TO SEE THE FIREWORK.
so walk walk around first.. at abt 7pm reached a green field. near esplanade.
n guess wat. we waited for HOURS til abt 10pm. reali veryyyyyyyy hungry so nv wait liao.
in the end oso don haf. bt nvm! hehe

bt on the way.. we saw the heart shape by the plane!

heart

sexy me.

lala.

aft eat go maxwell. so '' fun ''.
walk thr. exercise because im fat.

at thr alot of tings happened. alot. alot. lots n lots. lol.

someone becos of someting happen den drink alot of someting n vomit out someting. BLOOD. n mi fen! haha. so damm smelly la. scared someone rape him so stayed wif him awhile. den go tok tok. den go see him. den go bac tok tok. n when everyone left we stayed wif him. gt alot CO la. carbon monoxide! nex time don do it again la. its er xin n not worth the money to suffer. hehe.

nitnite

til morning mornin.

although thr is no firework.. its alright de. i don mind. haha.
as long as we r 2gether can liao. (:

anyway sorry! (: sorry again.

P.S : pls la. i am onli average lor. u wan see zi lian tell me. i can show u lots of them who is real zi lian n u wil get wat i mean. o pls. - -

fuckening days

2008-07-25T21:41:00.008+08:00

ok. tis week ALOT of tings happened.
lets nw tok abt tis wednesday 23JULY2008.
firstly. went band aft sch. kno wat? tat time, i was posted to SNAREDRUM for the NDP parade tingy by MRLIM. he asked me to tak snare first as my instrument was taken.
so i was happily takin snare.. playin al the songs.. HAPPILY PLAYING.
SUDDENLY.. SOMEONE called n said wan al the snare to be gals.
i was like. ok. michael changed wif sri den he took basedrum n she took snare.
WHAT ABOUT ME? WHAT ABOUT ME?

I TAKE WAT? I USING SNARE FOR SO LONG. DEN HE SUDDENLY SAY WAN ALL SNARE TO BE GAL. I TAKE WAT?

tat time was like. FUCK SIA. I TAKE WAT?

its really totally not fair. firstly, u so long nv even come n see the band. n i mean SEE. NOT TEACH.

den juz 1 single f***in call from u, n u say wan al snare to be gal, i m INSTRUMENT-LESS.
its totally unfair can? i alrdy say i wan perform for NDP parade liao. den in the end like tat.

now wat can i say. BAND SUCKS? its totally not fair. IM PATHETIC.
fuck sia. cb knn.

if YOU r readin tis post. mind u. i nv scold u or wat. so ya. lame.

n now, becos of you, i m not performin for NDP alrdy. cb sia.

im reali upset in band can? its like. not the first time alrdy lor. cb.

n i took LOTS OF PHOTOS durin tat band practise cos im bored can?
i wil upload it soon WHEN I GET THE PHOTOS FROM my slim frend

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ok. den on the same day, aft tat fuckening band practise, went out at night. went east coast.
i got a bear! from the 1dollar tingy.
got it thanks to yr accuracy + our luck + my blessin. (:

its cute can?

band sucks band sucks band sucks. i was doin my emaths hmwk.

i LOVE to sit at east coast thr n fel the wind can? its nv endin wind n its like. WOW. i was so stress tat day, n at least i gt to enjoy myself awhile n relax. hehe.

it was really a bad day. n look. I FAILED MY AMATHS AGAIN. failed dam badly can? fuck sia. i reali hate amaths.

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ok nw lets tok abt TODAY, FRIDAY 25 JULY 2008.

got bac my POA paper. i gt a B3. im so happy. bt ms wong leavin alrdy. omg. so sad. i reali don kno wat wil happen if the new teacher come. more hmwk? lousy teachin? i reali love poa thanks to ms wong can. haix. why is al the bad tings happening to me!

aft tat went band. went late due to some reasons.

today the sch had NDP parade rehesal. guess wat.

I FALL IN AT THE REHESAL WITH THE BAND.

i was dam bored.. wan me sit thr alone watch u al perform? sian. so i just went in wifout any instrument. luckily the instructor nv say anyting. haha. stand til leg pain lor. bt stil more bored den tired.

I HAD NO INSTRUMENT TO PLAY. N IM NOT PERFORMIN FOR TAT SHOW ALRDY.

fuck sia.

today damm short day. bt time passed VERY fast. n nw, im gonna haf ALOT ALOT OF CHEMISTRY HMWK LIAO. thanks to her. she came bac. omg. no comments.

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today, 25JULY is also my sister birthday! we bought cake for her! hahs.

she n me.

me n her. at home obviously.

blow the candles! ;D

today is really another fuckenin day can. durin band, i saw EVERYONE playin songs n me? holdin no instrument juz standin thr. nobody can understand how i fel.

n when the band played BATMOBILE CHASE, i almost cried. it had been so long since the band shown the song again to anyone, n me, A FUCKENING QUADTOM PLAYER FOR SYF, had no instrument alrdy. dammmmmmmmmm sad can?

i don kno why. i reali don fel like goin for any band practise anymore. it might be a small ting to u. bt for me? u wil nv understand how i fel. u onli wan gals to be in snare drum. u don care.

BAND SUCKS.

you rather take in a sec1 who don kno how to play than a sec3 who played for Drumzout. i gt no comments. its juz my fate. maybe i shldnt even join band or even come west spring.

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n today, durin chinese period, i went toilet WITH TEACHER PERMISSION bt wifout handbook. n when i came out of the toilet, SIVA caught me wifout handbook. i was dam stress can? den he ask me take out my ear sticks, den throw it on the floor.

FUCK SIA. thr was like 8 or 10 ear sticks together, n he ask me throw it on the floor. den durin recess, went up to tat spot, n took bac al the ear sticks on the floor. i don kno who stepped on it before, bt i washed it wif soap alrdy, n im wearin it again now.

reali a bad day. fuckening day. how i wish u were here.

wkend 19july08

2008-07-20T18:19:00.008+08:00

hello human. long time no post. don reali haf the time to go out / online much.

sch is reali busy nw adays. reali lots of hmwk n 1 wk wil haf abt 3 or 4 class test.

'' smart '' principle made so many class test for us. for result in CT3. o pls. u might as well gif us juz a COMMON TEST 3 rather den givin so many class test. we don even haf time to do finish our hmwk n nw so many class test to learn. ITS STRESSFUL. lame.

ok. friday didnt go band as i had someting on. tink wat u wan. i wanna skip or wat. bt i reali had someting on so i didnt go for it. lame ppl. n the NDP show. don kno how to descride. lol.

went out sat. met someone.

once again. tis is PINXIU blog so don expect to see me postin other photos rather den myself.

lol. true rite? make sense? den get it into yr head.

went out 3++pm. went plaza sg first. tired to avoid someone bt he/she stil saw us. lol.

once again. onli uploadin some photos. (:

ermm. haha.

ermm. aha.

erm. hah

reali don kno wat to eat everytime i go out.

ok. aft tat reali had a SURPISE. didnt kno tat it was so special for us. our 1***** stil gt firework for us to see. hahs. it reali surpised me. thank you. alot. reali.

i don care. its a heart shape. n we saw it 2gether. 1month

aft tat went maxwell. waited for some ppl for some time. some time. lols. we reached too early.

so as usual. bored so took photos. ahas. (:

its like. fat.

yes yes? see wat see.

tis wk was like. hell. gt fever n everyting. sch juz kinda. ermm. hard for me cos of class test. its reali stress n every teacher keps givin us test none stop. how i wish the sch wil do someting abt it. bt nvm.

i know i broke my promise towards you. alot of times without me realising. it really hurts me to know that through my '' act without thinking '' act i done somethings wrong. i know you wont want to put the blame on me. but both you and me know whos fault is it and who started everyting. its me. its really me. once again. it really hurts me to know that you are hurt because of my actions. i cant bear to see you get hurt again because of me. i am not promising anything here. but i will really change my attitude towards you and everything i do. i will really try my best to change. SORRY. 1month. its there already. really. n i wil not drink too much nex time to +PLUS. (:

Sorry.

nobody will understand wat im writin expect for you becos it does not concern abt al of u. bt i wrote it so tat you kno i reali mean it. i kno you always visit my blog so you wil see tis. sry readers. u wont be able to understand. ):

n i kno aft lixue tag abt the smokin ting den ermm. not much ppl dare to tag again? lols. i reali don smoke. its reali a waste of money n everyting although it reali makes 1 stronger at times.

end of my post. i really hope tat tings wil get better n for my attitude to change. i WISH tat sch wil be better for al of us rather den makin us suffer wif class test. sch juz.. lol. sucks.

wkend. (: 12 13 july +PLUS

2008-07-13T19:09:00.013+08:00

hello people.

im here to blog abt yst n 2dae 12JULY & 13JULY

went out at 5pm++. met Mr chao ah beng first.

pink polo tee rocks.

don kno wat station.

aft tat walked to alot of places.. ate at KFC plaza sg. actually wan go yamaha see for fun. bt aft eatin its too late n it closed alrdy. so sad. bt its alright. (:

lala.

look at it.

hello. im pinxiu

for fun.

aft tat went yishun. pei Mr horny to look for mummy awhile.

Mr Horny. LOL.

model arh?

look at it. nw kiss it.

my cute wallet from Thailand

aft tat went maxwell market sit down. alot ppl down thr. ahas. they al went PLAY while some follow us n went +PLUS. went thr quite late. abt 2am++ totally no ppl! like we booked the whole pub! sang like hell. no voice alrdy. love singin an jing. (:

inside the counter thr. can see the pool table? its in the '' light ''.

in toilet. for fun.

outside +PLUS. thr totally no ppl. onli a few car passin by slowly. im in the light!

i realise tat im reali bored.

for fun.

reached home 5pm++. tired bt not gonna slep. settle everyting first den slep! (: another fun wkend. gt to relax aft 4days of stress n unhappiness from sch. haha.

i fall in love wif feedback n run the show as hornyhorny de car made the mega brass super duder bass n it sounds so dam nice. haha. lol.

its juz fated. (:

P.S : hey, the DrumZout tingy had been so long alrdy.. i kno tat day took alot of photos in some cameras.. if anyone gt pls pass it to me? thanks.

+PLUS

2008-07-08T17:12:00.006+08:00

hello humans.
for sat sun n mon. 3 days add 2gether slept less den 8 hour.
very tired in class 2dae. almost died.
bt its worth it for the fun on tat 3 days la. i don care!
did so many hmwk in class 2dae. so fun.

yst reached home 12++am. thanks for the ride!

lala.

mix wif pesi or green tea nicer? i tink pesi! bt stil.. drink too much pesi wil DIE. change to drinkin pure mineral water k? (: drink acohol muz smoke? no? no such ting!

iloveu iloveu iloveu. sry for all i haf said. u did tat cos u care. don leave me. care for me. iloveu

i wan drop amaths i wan drop amaths i wan drop amaths

end of my post folks. i wan drop amaths!

heart stil so pain. 29.40bucks for a dinner. omg. i wan cry!

specs

2008-07-06T13:42:00.004+08:00

yst 5JULY2008

went senja grand eat

went +PLUS bt didnt get drank. gt ppl birthday so gt free food. (:

i wan to be a model i wan to be a singer i wan to be a actor.

iloveu. (:

the specs is nice.

life is great n i love it. it wont be gone wif u around. its forever. (: trust me.

P.S : removed 1 of the photos in tis post as it looks weird! haha! LOL.

jolynn birthday.

2008-07-05T13:47:00.007+08:00

hello humans. i here to post again as its fun. yst 4JULY08 went to celebrate jolynn early birthday at seoul garden. before 4pm is 11++ bucks n aft tat time wil be dinner time n it cost 29.40bucks. its incrediblely expensive. its total waste of money as the variety of food is patheticly small. can buy so many tings wif it n i spend it for eatin in 2hrs.
my heart is crackin. like hell. o well. nvm.

went out at 3pm to preceed to yew tee to met shah first. met alrdy den go causeway wait for the others. n den finally reached seoul garden!

paid so much money for it so muz tak photo wif it!

i love my indian frend bt he doesnt love me. i tink.

tis is for fun.

the ice cream is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

aft tat went to a park near by to cut cake. haha. so fun. cakes flyin everywhr.

im so sad tat vivaik is not inside. as he is wif someone.

7++pm some of us left as we were rushin to met other ppl. i was late meetin my frend! for a few minutes.

for fun.

he wil be slim in my heart forever.

at train station took some retarded photos. woodlands. n saw junhao. o god. so shock la. long time no see my frend! haha. he looks tired aft dancin.

its looks retarded bt nice. say wat u wan fucker! woots!

not bad. the specs is spoiled as u can see.

i love my superman shirt as it rocks. n memories on it can nv be gone. (:

reached home like 11++pm. dammm tired. anyway thanks for '' sendin '' me home. (:

overall it was fun n might be our last gatherin. if i nv go i can gif the money to my sister n ask her go bangkok buy tings! omg~~~~~~~~~~~~. ok nvm. anyways.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLYNN. im like so jealous tat u had such a memorable birthday. (:

i haf soooo many amaths n emaths hmwk to be done. im goin mad as i don kno how to do.

i wan drop amaths i wan drop amaths i wan drop amaths i wan drop amaths i wan drop amaths i wan drop amaths i wan drop amaths i wan drop amaths

lala

2008-07-03T23:53:00.006+08:00

went to watch hancock. quite nice. slept inside awhile. student price ticket sooo cheap. (:

photos.

hancock - took while watchin. bored.

tmr chemistry test. so lame. 2dae perform for the sch the DrumZout tingy 2 times. both made LOTS OF ERROR. LOL. esp the agogo solo. so funny! omg~!!!!! haha. n the turnin head ting.

overall 2dae was fun n tired. (:

muacks.

last perc practise

2008-07-02T22:31:00.006+08:00

hello. 2dae we had our VERY LAST PRACTISE FOR OUR DRUMZOUT SCORE!

so dam sad la. last practise liao. aft tmr, we wil nv ever carry our instrument n play tat song again. goona miss it! (:

anyway tmr performin for the sch for sec1 n sec2 onli! at hall durin assemb.

took some photos for memoriesssss. onli gonna upload SOME.

aha. (:

yeah the chinese dance hat!

lol.

i cant believe im uploadin tis.

ok. i hate andrew aka hilter. he sucks. i don kno how to do amaths hmwk becos i don kno how to do.

superman tee

2008-07-01T00:01:00.004+08:00

i bought a superman tee yst at bugis at offered price! 29JUNE08

i love the design its so cool! don waste money on hookin bearbear pls. (: can buy 2 pack of cig!

special class for chinese lesson WAS FUN. no hmwk n compo to be done DURING LESSON TIME. wow. cool rite? its late. bye! ;D

its finally JULY. yeah! (:

lala

2008-06-28T18:15:00.007+08:00

aha. 2dae went Jurong Sports Complex for swmmin.
came bac wif a few scars on my leg cos play too wild. o well. the floor is dangerous!
slept thr awhile. nice nice.
maybe its relaxin barh. aft 1 wk of sch openin stress den relax.

few photos. (:

the yellow tingy is the onli ting i played cos no float.

look at my hand! sunburn liao. 3hrs onli. camera 1.

look at my leg! colour so diff! due to band practise LAST TIME. miss it. ): camera 2.
can see the diff between the 2 camera? aha!

i became BLACKER. so sad.
gt bac a few scars on the leg n nw my skin red red.
lookin forward for tmr! REALI LOOKIN FORWARD TO IT!

saw the white bird tat might mak us strike 4D. nv buy. bt no. 8076 appeared. nice num. (:

new skin

2008-06-26T20:55:00.004+08:00

saw tis blog skin? it is made by my dearest frend IVY.

reali thanks her alot for spendin hours makin tis skin! haha. (: she so cute rite!
bt the picture on top of the blog is by someone else. ;D

anyways. 2dae sch very relax. copied a few hmwk. hist no teacher amaths oso.
i don reali tok in class recently. no mood. haha.

so happy. haha. tmr is friday! look forward to sat n sun! tink goin bugis.

stressed

2008-06-25T19:03:00.003+08:00

life aft sch reopen is very diff.

i' ve been transferred to '' special class '' for chinese lesson.

maybe cos my result is bad. bt for CT2 onli lor. den tat cher go put me inside. omg.

i failed 5 subjects. so ya. teacher wan met my parents.

maybe west spring percussion is gonna perform for sec1 n 2 our DrumZout show! i wanna perform again! don wan learn al those tings for like so long n use it 1 time onli. reali hope its approved.

in class, very tired so nv tok at al when teacher is tokin. n 2dae durin eng lesson, been called juz becos i nv tok. cant believe it. o god. give me a break.

tis few days under lots of stress. abt alot of ting. don wanna tok abt it.

bt thr is always someting tat cheer me up! sometimes i mean. reali gt alot of hmwk bt don fel like doing.

ok last ting. MONKEY!! thr is a monkey somewhr near Greenridge Shoppin centre.

i touched it once, when pass by thr n touched juz the tail. veryyyy cute!

n wats more, its on the news! police haf not been able to catch the monkey as it runs very fast.

the mother monkey wil always protect the baby wan when its playin wif humans.

heres a pict for it.

ok end of my post. i very stress. i don wan tok anymore.

tmr sch reopen. sucks.

2008-06-22T23:23:00.006+08:00

o god. 2dae woke up at 5pm++. yst did n went to alot of places n stuff! very fun. n reached home like 1am.

ok. yst 21june08 actually met him at 2.30pm, bt overslept so met at 3pm. he was A LITTLE BIT late bt its okie. (: met at gmbak station.

went bugis thr. gt the '' green day '' tingy. very funny.
saw alot of ppl from west spring thr bt i don tink they saw me.
saw some niceeeeeeeeeee shirt at bugis street. maybe nex sunday go buy.

the vagetarian food was not very nice. '' meat '' so hard.

aft tat walked to national library. very big bt no ppl. played wif webcam.

aft awhile gt planes fly by! tink is rehesal tingy for NDP08. gt firework oso bt nv tak it. ):

the left over smoke by firework.

singapore flyers. can see.

den walk to maxwell food centre i tink. forgot the name. veryyyyyy far.
walk through some underpass tingy.

aft tat ate curry noodle. too sweet. tink cos its the endin tingy. so below too sweet. not very nice.

eat eat eat suddenly terence n elton came. don reali kno them bt kno them. aft tat walked pass some clubbin tingy. saw them outside waitin. terence is reali veryyyyy cool! n elton specs rocks! ( the big big retro wan )

walked to tanjour pagar mrt den went home. very fun day. last outin before sch reopens. don kno why bt very scare. gettin scoldin from teacher or wat so ever. don kno wat wil happen bt nvm. gt alot ppl wil pei me get scoldin so its actually ok. (:

don't be sad tat u lost yr wallet k? (:

im FREE OF CHARGE

berries kids house

2008-06-19T23:08:00.007+08:00

reached home at 6am tis mornin. very tired. bt den. its al worth it. (:

slep awhile den wake up. goin BerriesKidsHouse to study / play.

okie. actually we did not study at al. we onli played. bt had lots of fun! (:

BerriesKidsHouse wil be available everytime thanks to vivaik's mum! she say if wan study she wil open a room for us! yeah! haha. bt its kinda far for me. so too bad.

ok took some photos. bored.

no comment.

ok i reali fall inlove wif tat specs. it rocks. (:

ok end of my post. i heaven start on a single hmwk yet. im goona die im gonna die.

once again scoldings from teachers. every teachers. everytime like tat. sian life juz simply sucks.

changed song. Would You Be There. i don kno why. tis song suddenly came to my mind although its quite old alrdy. the lyris is exactly wat im tinkin nw. i love tis song! (:

some lame stuff

2008-06-17T16:35:00.006+08:00

juz bac from meetin joseph. tak winnin eleven from me den aft tat go jonathan house.
played helo n winnin eleven. almost fall aslep. haha! reached home around 3++pm. quite tired.

later 7++pm stil goin out. finally meetin YOU . (:

anyways remember tis photo?

we juz took it n take photo. for fun. n didnt expect to see more of it.

saw tis at Bedok bus interchange thr. by chance. 140608

saw tis at a shop, when on the way to go TPY HDB Hub for DrumZout. 150608.

when takin the photo everyone was lookin n laughtin openly. took it n faster runnnnnnnnn.. haha.

see! is tat book reali tat popular? or is it fated? haha!

DrumZout finals! tpy HDB hub. (:

2008-06-16T19:14:00.006+08:00

haha. nw wil be postin abt yst, 15JUNE08
yst wake up quite early. very tired as yst went east coast n reach home sooo late. very excited in the mornin. very scare wil forget everyting. omg. went to sch early in the mornin. wait wait wait n wait. aft tat door finally open. get the drums out. practise a while at basketball court.
den gt on the bus at tpyHDB Hub. very scared. played in the bus to relax. sing songs oso.
got off the bus n saw zheng hua sec.. everyone thr is wearin green. n al malays. nice nice. ;D

waited for very long time thr. sit down. den walk walk around tpyHDB Hub. noting caught my eyes. juz hope time could pass faster. haha.

finally first team, bukit panjang govt high performed. no comments on it. later ppl see alrdy no happy. ;D

aft tat went went to tak instrument. haha. so scare the agogobell drop. ok went up performed. everyting was fine. until '' tat part '' oso the last peak of our show. n i missed it n somehow runined the whole show. gt down n everybody said it was ok. its over. (:
was glad tat they nv reali blame me. aft tat sat down below. watched some lame performes. didnt talk at al. felt like cryin. bt controlled as they al ask me don cry. (:

ok heres the result.

1st - ITE central. - the show was very nice. everybody enjoyed themself n gt fusions of alot of tings.

2nd - ZhengHuaSec perc emble. - the show was veryyyyy nice. deserved it. (:

3rd - cabarra sec. - i do not know how the win. their show sucks like hell. they even failed the '' arm-pit '' tingy. the score was nice bt they did not present it well. o god.

nvm.. competition is like tat. muz accept it. 2dae felt better actually. at least we gt a COP. it was nice wif my name on it. ;D so happy. tak part in SYF gt noting. DrumZout at least gt a real certificate sia. haha.

aft tat they say wan haf dinner. im not in the mood to eat wif them so far. - -
so went home. bath n eat. aft tat online. den someone added me. talked til very very late.

i did not regret tat u added me n talked. i was glad. (:

okie. took some photos. alot of ppl went n they took photos durin the show. before the show took some oso. bt in don kno whos camera. wil take it soon n upload here! o ya. n they upload it on youtube alrdy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m4TJfJIAK4Q&feature=user - im the second snare drummer!! ;D

some photos. (:

for fun.

in the bus.

retarded.

before leavin the place. nice experience. can try it again. (: wil see west spring in 2009 DrumZout! fake smile.

okie. end of my post. veri nice experience indeed. although nv win bt we gt into finals! tis june, my holiday is all abt percussion. quite glad, n fun. n percussion reali bonded 2gether as a team tis time.
the experience i gt was more than SYF. (:

east coast 140608!! ;D

2008-06-16T18:29:00.006+08:00

i wil post 2 post 2dae as its on diff day, tis post wil be on 14JUNE08.

tat day, went to haf practise at cck park again. it was fun n quite tirin. last practise to tmr. so ya. scare la. n reali hope everyting wil work out fine. i heaven even remember all the movements yet!

aft tat went sri 's father day n someone's birthday bbq at east coast. quite fun. bt very very very tirin. walk like hell to find the bbq pit n run like hell to find the bus. reached home like 1.16am n nex day ned wake up at 8am. bath n went to bed. reali excited for tmr. (:

some photos. (:

yeah! ;D

jump jump!

same watch.

jump jump.

ANTM yo.

3 best frend!

see no devil, say no devil, hear no devil, N SMELL no devil! lol.

last shot of the day. sri not inside. so sad.

overall. it was very fun bt the most tirin day. the choco cake was niceeeeeeeeeeeee.. haha. tmr is the day! so excited. muz wake up earlier! haha. prepare more! lol. ( i alrdy kno the result n i stil tokin abt so many crap. )

my dearest frend vivaik. (:

2008-06-10T23:52:00.009+08:00

blog blog blog. ppl blog cos they r bored bored bored. HAHA. LOL.

okie. wat fuckenin me did 2dae. firstly, went lot1 eat. JOSEPH saw me den msg n called me. ask him come down kfc find me he say all my frends thr he don wan. den aft tat say nvm cos he goin frend house. ( don mind me postin abt tis ).

aft tat went bugis. bought a watch. nice nice as its white white. searchin for nice pants. saw it bt too expensive. so ex la. askin my mum to see gt see any nice ones anot if she gt den buy for me. her taste is gd. (:

aft tat went plaza sing. FINALLY aft takin so many fuckenin bus den haf headache n everyting. found a stupid shop tat sells wat we wan. n bought a black shirt for it. wearin for the DrumZout finals tingy. took some photos wif my dearest n 1 n onli indian frend as we were bored.

i kno lor. nobody bother to read wat crap i write. onli look at photos. is it gd or bad? i don kno. maybe i should stop uploadin photos. hah! i don kno. bt nvm. juz post some '' decent '' wan.

TO VIVAIK : tis post is for u! i kno i haf been insultin u n im sry! yeah u r my best frend. (:

some photos yo. (:

some prono bks i tink. PERVERT!

yeah. i love my indian frend.

yeah new watch. (: gonna buy a new bag SOON~~

he requested for it so why not.

the shirt cos 9 dollars. fionas bag. plaza sing

okie i end off wif my precious name which i love it like so fuckenin much. its PIN XIU if dumb-ass u readin tis don kno.

comment on my blog was : too many photos, too less words, don reali care. i wanna post it MY WAY. wahahahahahahhahahhahahahhaahahaa. lol. tis comin sunday finally its the day! wil be missin '' u r the one '' finals. omg ): so sad. bt nvm. the competition wil be more fun of cos. it wil oso kinda decide how i feel towards myself n if i haf any mood to d my hmwk!! HEAVEN EVEN STARTED A SINGLE 1. OMG! bt i kno. gt alot of poa n hist, hah. tmr haf percussion practise again! so happy. changin song soon. for tis bloody blog.

weelly n leonard! (:

2008-06-08T15:40:00.009+08:00

let me nw blog abt yesterday. ;D yst was very fun n excitin. went out whole day n rushed everyting. tings tat i did.

- went for percussion practise at CCK park again.

- went for wedding dinner at Boon Lay Raja Seafood Restaurant. weelly & leonard gettin married!

- a new cousin is my frend. EUNICE ONG.

lets nw juz tok abt my percussion tingy first. made changes again. first was hard for me to play as it was dam complicated n hard for me. bt in the end did it as i concentrated. quite nice actually. Friday oso gt practise n took some photos. ;D

for fun. bored.

wif someone. don laught pls.

yay! snare! ;D

left the practise halfway as i haf to rush home to prepare to go wedding dinner tingy. they say they wil go lot1 see if gt nice shirt can buy n wear for the finals on sunday. i don kno wat happen bt wil find out soon.

took some photos before leavin the house. (:

the cardigen is purple bt i don kno why it appears blue in camera.

me n her.

closer up.

went to the BLRSR thr n the food was nice. weelly wanted to cry, can see she almost did. she was dammm pretty. it was her happiest day of her life. o well. (: wish her al the best n faster haf a baby! haha.

some photos (:

they were registerin their marriage thr. how cool!

we took all of them as the whole table of ppl don wan it. hah!

for fun.

each table suppose to haf 10 ppl bt mine haf onli 7! so gt to eat more n so had alot left over. ): overall it was nice n of cos m happy to see another couple on Earth to get married. n oya! weelly n leonard gt married on leonard' s birthday! so yst was his brithday n his wedding day oso. quite nice n tis could be his best birthday present ever barh. (:

n finally.. aft the weddin dinner tingy ended. Eunice Ong from bp percussion msg-ed me. she say she saw me. HAHA. LOL. didnt expect it at al la. she is from the guy side n leonard is her cousin! so ya. i gt a NEW relative started from yst! 070608! haha. stil kinda cant believe it. bt owell. its the truth n noting bad abt it. quite nice actually.

so ya. end of my post. 1 MORE WK TO 150608 N ITS THE DAY!! heard tat thr wil be hafin practise the whole wk bt i don kno. i tink gt go out sia. don kno can make it for al the practise anot. bt of cos. will try. ;D reali excited for sunday! omg! lookin forward to it. (::::::::::

NYP concert percussion

2008-06-04T01:10:00.011+08:00

haha. bac to post again. for fun. very late alrdy bt cant slep.

i was asked to reach CCK MRT station by 5.15pm 2dae. in the end, i meet shahrizal at 5.20pm at cck n bought BUBBLETEA before goin up the station. we waited for like 30mins til we meet sri n the others. we were told to reach thr by 5.15pm in the end everybody came like 30mins later. waste my time witin. bt nvm! at least shah waitin wif me oso. we are goin to NYP ppl.

took some photos at the station. cos we r BORED haha.

for fun ; at home

i don kno wat face to show. as juz slep.

forgot wat happen n who took it.

n now, finally we reached NAN YANG POLY (:

their front banner.

me n shah. we plan to wear GREEN 2dae.

we r goin to NYP to see their NYP PERCUSSION ENSEMBLE Concert No. 1. it starts at 7pm. when we reach thr, thr were like little sits bt we sat on the RESERVED seat. hah! so funny.

their programme for the night :

- A Mallet Oddysey

- World Beat

- Teachnology

- Visional Train

- Taste Of Classic

- Bailando La Soca

- Diners Club

- Rockin' Rickie Rocket

- Lids

overall, the show was VERY NICE. it was very creative as they use tings tat is used in daily life like rubbish bin, forks n plates n more. they juz use a few diff size bowl n they can made it sound like TOM! so nice! n the most funny part was the R' R R. they guys performed usin their mouth n 2 crazy guy playin drum set in the air. tat was liek the peak for tat whole show. the conductor dance like throughout. very commentable oso. n the conductor is kumar' s Section Leader! no wonder he brin us thr! haha.

some pictures. (:

the MCs. cannot see their face. bt the guy was shorter den the gal, Audrey. lol.

startin of the show.

some drumin tingy.

thr! the 2 guys in front was playin drum set in the air while the other guys behind use their mouth to sing it out! R' R R. (:

took some reserved stickets on our seats. since its free. hah! LOL

at YCK MRT station. for fun.

didnt regret wastin my time goin so far to watch tat show. it was very nice n fun too. (: sad att some ppl cant mak it. don sad k? nv see it wont die. lol. nyp was big n nice. gt a pool / pond thr. don kno wats tat for. maybe for fun.

n ya. abt the scam money tingy email. they replied n asked me to pay them like 300 dollars for them to send it here. n i replied them alot of times. scoldin them too. n ask them to deduct the money from my HBA ( hell bank account ) as i do not haf euff cash n son of bitches like them don deserve human money. n they didnt reply alrdy. haish. not fun. hah.

end of my post forks. (: happy readin n ya. I LOVE PERCUSSION N DRUMIN YO! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. LOL. lame.

don kno wat to put as title

2008-05-31T22:22:00.007+08:00

hah! here to post again. anyway, if i don haf pictures, or thr is noting interestin happen, (e.g. causal meetin of frends) i will not post! haha. cos postin wifout pictures ya i kno. its reali bored ya? haha. n nw adays nv reali care abt tagin ppl or ask them to link.. so quite borin in my tag box.

today, went percussion practise again.. gt scolded cos we did someting tat we, as a '' improved '' version of WSMB shouldnt do n its reali disappointin. realised our mistake so wil try to change for the better.

we r doin someting tat nobody has done for any percussion competition n its reali very risky. reali hope tat we can touch the judges n not get kick out. 15JUNE08 at TPY HDB hub wil be the day n west Spring reputation is at stake yo, so ya. STRESS. muz perform infront of 3000++ ppl!

my blog is mostly abt band n percussion.. cos i reali love percussion n i reali enjoy it! its my LIFE! (: so ya, don get bored over band stuff here. haha. n im onli interested in postin stuff i do abt percussion. i don kno why!

2dae Mitch treat us Mac at lot1 n ya. we didnt reali buy much cos we don wan to waste his money. Thanks mitch! (:

took some photos at Mac! hah! (:

as usual me n sri yo. tink we broke up alrdy. hah.

Chinese, Indian, Malay yo. hah!

~~FARKING~~ Chinese, Indian, Malay yo. (:

15 more days to peform! excited! muz win! haha.

connect my psp to wireless in library n took 1hr to register. ogod. den in the end cannot go websites! maybe cos do wrong settings barh. haha. stop playin cabal alrdy, lvl 37. very bored wif doin quest. PANGYASEA gonna close down! hah! waste my 50days x 24 hours playin last time! LOL. regret. hah! end of my post yo. retarded n lame post wif pictures i kno. lazy to do long post n watever. for me pictures do all the tokin! haha. end of my post! don sad! ): wil post again SOMEDAY! hah.

i juz received a scam email say i won money n i reply them!! sooner or later they wil ask me to pay them money for sendin prize n i shall reply them someting funny! hah! wil update more or even copy paste wat they send some other days. kinda tired nw. (:

PERCUSSION

2008-05-26T15:15:00.007+08:00

aft SYF.. i don kno why bt i love percussion even more nw n ya. more passion n somemore we haf a competition named DRUMZOUT n it was even more fun den SYF. everyone take it as another experience n we reali enjoyed ourself when practisin for it. so fun ya!!

once again.. since i haf these photos in my computer why not put it into gd use like.. postin it here? ;D

some photos again - - aft practise at CCK park

at food junction

again

for fun - me n vivaik

so fun - me shah vivaik

omg! look at his face! he is simply juz so dammm cute.

wif fiona ( indirectly )

nw.. its me n sri!! my ~~girlfrend~~ yo.

cute couples huh? in sch hall

best pict ever. (: muacks!

ar!! like married couples! (:

so fun bloggin yeah? i tink im addict cos im ~~bored~~!!!!!!!!

euff of postin for 2dae! i wan play cabal...... lvl 30 alrdy! haha!

i post when im bored again ya? cya guys (:

band

2008-05-26T14:00:00.008+08:00

ermm. now now, i would reali wanna mak a long post abt band ~~SYF~~ , PERCUSSION n everyting.

i reali learn alot from band itself n the bondin between band members reali touched me alot.

i love band n ya. (:

SYF 08

ya i admit. sometimes i pon band practise cos im tired or the practise is too lame. esp on DEC07.

bt when comin to MARCH, skippin band prac had nv been on my mind.

i gave out wat i wan n its the best show ever.

ONLY LOSERS DO THEIR BEST..

so i juz do the show as per normal n ya. gt a ~~SILVER~~ bt its ok barh. better than a bronze!

here are ~~SOME~~ pictures (: before goin for SYF

Quadtom players from west spring!

frends forever

he is simply juz so ..

aft SYF at lot1

for fun.

19th april 08 bbq in west spring sec for band.

aft like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many hours of trainin n sufferin under the sun, we finally gt a result! free BBQ for the students! finally we celebrate our success n ya. it was reali fun esp wif the BP band members!!

bt den '' someting '' happened den er. BAND BADGE cancelled n no band pract til july. o gosh. so ya. reali alot of tings happened juz becos of a stupid day n it affected for months. might as well don haf the bbq in the first place.

some photos. (: - 19 april 08

west spring wif bukit panjang percussionist

don kno wat to name it

take 1

take 2

suppose to be 3 person onli bt den. lol

kumar wif ____ n ______.

WEST SPRING PERCUSSION

durin SYF period.. ws percussion aft band wil go for some dinner tingy at KFC Greenridge!!

aft a very hard day we decided to eat n chat thr n laught our hearts out n try to relax. esp the last wk of practise away from SYF. its reali fun n touchin.

some photos (:

KFC

PERCUSSION

i tink tis post is way too long issnt it? wif so many photos. bt sicne its inside my com.. might as well put full use to it yeah! (:

i wil create another post for percussion again!!!! (:

DrumZout

2008-05-26T13:52:00.004+08:00

YEAH~~ WEST SPRING PERCUSSION GOT INTO THE FINALS FOR DRUMZOUT!!!
together wif - bukit panjang
- zheng hua
- canbrra
- nanyang girls
- ITE Central
n 1 more sch which mitch cant remember. haha.
SYF gt silver bt den.. unexpected fun n excitement came along for PERCUSSION..
band members. GET ~~JEALOUS~~!!!
the finals is on 15JUNE08. we gt 2 more weeks to work harder for the same show guys.
work hard n wish us all the best! (:
n of cos. THANKS MITCH FOR HELPIN US FOR EVERYTING!! (:

Indiana Jones

2008-05-26T00:06:00.006+08:00

2dae went movie n the show is Indiana Jones And The Kingdom Of Crystal Skull. kinda fun as the ticket is free thanks to hamizan n family!! enjoyed myself 2dae bt waste quite alot of money n rushed al the way to marina quare wifout even eatin breakfast.

the show was full of adventures n ya, fun.
tirin day so slept on the bus. had a very hard time to find the bus stop though. kinda lucky to haf found it larhh. haha.

some pictures. ;D

cinema gt mirror!! erm bored. so ya.

gt some black tingy thr tat reflects images.

CAMP 08 at Pahang

2008-05-24T18:47:00.015+08:00

ermm. firstly, i would like to thank my classmate n gdgd frend CHERYL for helpin me wif tis blog as i kno totally noting abt blogging. haha.

nw for my first post, i would like to talk abt my camp!!

im in class 3B, so erm went for pahang at kuala lipis train station.

Day 1 - 20th May 08 Tuesday

Morning from abt 8am gt percussion video takin competition, so we took the video at dance studio! for some reason we finished takin it at abt 10++am. i tink the video sucks as thr is alot of errors bt nvm. no more time to retake n so on.

Aft tat went to IT lab4 to do e-learnin, kumar open the room for us to do! den abt 1+ went home to take my camp stuff..

was at home waitin like hell for my mum to come bac as i ask her to buy some bread n stuff for camp. so was late, reach sch at abt 3.30 n guess wat? everyone is stil in hall waitin!!

Aft tat bus came n went to the train station at don kno whr.. waited for the train n finaly it came. sooooo excited! it was kinda cold inside bt nvm! its cool!

inside the train was kinda tryin to slep. JiaZhi n Michael was like beggin for food n so i gave them. so kinda saved their life as they were dammmmmmm hungry.

so reach thr n ya. abt 9hrs - 10hrs train ride n so reached thr abt midnight 4++am.

no time to slep n al those tings. so dam tired.

there were 3 Camp Chiefs :' Mojo !' Timothy' Jeremy&

other instructors 'Serene & Ahmad , my class' instructors 'Kelvin, Candice, Sherry, Nicole, plus 2 more which i forgot the name!!

some photos taken in the train!

amirah, vivaik farzanah me n michael

me, fira n ain

stil gt alot of photos bt don kno in whos phone so nvm. (:

Day 2 - 21 May 08 Wednesday

woke up aft a short slep for abt 10mins n den went to haf breakfast at hall at abt 7.45, was dammm hungry.

My roommates are : wei jie, jia zhi, teng hui, jing yong, edwin, hadi n nigle. they are nice ppl n ya. fun too! bt den my neighbour came in to to our room to play n tok too, which is the other half of the boys in our class.

went for white water raftin n it was dammm fun. did alot of tings bt the most fun was the water confident tingy. the current is so strong n it bought me bac to shore somehow! haha.

no pictures to post as no one was carryin their phone wif them as we r goin into the water. hah

Day 3 - 22 May 08 Thursday

went for CIP at some indian school at somewhere n played games wif them n gave them prizes n goodie bags brough usin our class fund abt 100bucks

it was damm worth it n ya. seein the smile on their faces reali made me touched n i miss them so much!!

some photos took thr

kinda random wif them

our group photo!!

another group wan!

me wif one very cute guy! forgot his name cos ya. i can nv remember their names as its way too complicated.

me n ain

Prakash n me!! i can onli remember his name cos ya. prakash!

aft tat at nite had camp fire. can nv forget wat jolynn n nigel did! hah!

overall camp fire was fun n ya. our class cheer!

3B'umblebee

im a BumbleBee ...in a Bumble Worlddddddd ...so many BumbleBees ...so complicatedddddd ...

im a BumbleBee ...in a Bumble worlddddddd ...we are from 3B ...& we llove to HUATTT AHHH !

its like so dammm nice n oso wil nv forget it.

Day 4 - 23 May 08 Friday

thr was actually no day 4. was takin again the 10hrs train ride bt tis time we waited at the train station from 3am to 5am!!

alot of ppl slept thr cos they r reali tired. n ya.

I WAS IN CABIN 3 SEPRATED FROM THE CLASS!

gt noting to do inside the cabin so ya. slept thr! cant imagine how fun would it be if i were to be in cabin 4 wif the class.. haish. bt nvm. since its over n cant do anyting.

end of my camp story! as usual gained alot from tis camp n ya! unforgetable n touchin camp!

Came bac camp wif serious sunburn on my face n gt fever on the train too bt nw ok alrdy i tink.